Broken (Harry Potter Love Story)

Goodbye. (Author Note)

No. I'm not leaving Wattpad or Quotev. This is a goodbye message to two people so important to me.

As some of you know, David Bowie died from Cancer only 4 days ago. I was a little okay from it I watched the Labyrinth, sung some of his music, listened to him and Queen. Got comfortable with life.

Then this morning I woke up to find out somebody who is really important to me, somebody I grew up with, somebody I felt like I knew but honestly didn't at the same time.

Alan Rickman died at 69 from cancer, same age and cause as David Bowie.

Honestly I'm crying hard at these news, I haven't cried this hard since my surgery when I was 11 when I found out I needed. But this feels different then from that.

I'm numb, I don't want to go anywhere, my head hurts, my heart hurts, I feel like a small bit of my heart has broken into small pieces.

You have to understand, I honestly did grow up watching Alan Rickman. I was a few months old when the Harry Potter movies came out and I watched it all with my siblings, those films got me to be close with my older siblings. And watching him from "Die Hard" got me closer to my parents as they love him in that film. I've loved him in everything from when I was small to being 14 (turning 15 in march). I've watched the Harry Potter films and Die Hard when I was sad and fell asleep to both when I dislocated my knee, they made me feel better.

Updates will be hard as I am severely depressed right now. If any of you seen "Scrubs" and watched the episode of when Dr. Cox being depressed after losing 3 patients on the same day and he couldn't do anything, just sat on his couch and drank himself drunk.

That's how I feel right now as I lay on the floor trying to be okay.

I'll try to update everything but honestly I can't do anything at the moment as I mourn for both David Bowie and Alan Rickman.

Goodbye My Goblin King and a True Hero

(Heroes by David Bowie)