Liz pov
I woke up to the sound of my Alarm I sigh knowing I have to say good bye to joey today I changed into white shorts and a red tank top and my white high top converse I brushed my hair out and brushed my teeth I applied light make up on then put my retainer on and my bag and left to my car
as soon as I pulled up to joeys house I toke a deep breathe in I saw him putting his suite case's in his truck I stepped out of my car and ran to him he held me tightly in his arms as tears started streaming down my face
He let go and lifted my chin up
"babe look at me , liz Rennea grace Rowland I love u and I'm soooo crazy about u ,im gonna miss u so much and I'm gonna be on a world tour for 9 months and I think it's best we break up "
I looked down and more tears streamed down my face he hugged me one last time and strapped his leather jacket around me I gave him a confused look
"Keep it "
He said wiping my tears we both leaned and kissed
"Bye Joey have fun "
"Bye Liz I love u "
I waved good bye and got in my car and drove off I went straight home and under my covers and just cried I heard a knock on my door "hey sweetie , good morning oh and happy birthday "
I quickly wiped my tears and ran to my step mom and dad I hugged them and my dad kissed my fore head I went back down stairs with them and they had breakfast done for me and my older brother hunter and younger brothers Brandon and Ashton and Ashley my little sister who's twins with ash happy birthday chachi my little sister said hugging my leg
Happy birthday chachi said my brothers thanks buba thanks Brando thanks bean I said hugging them
We ate breakfast and once we we all finished I went up stairs
"Hey guys I'm going live in 10 min go watch I'll be doing covers and talking to some of y'all "
I set up my lights and my mac
I went live and started singing
Used to be by aj mitchel
" I keep walking ,I keep talking to every cute girl I see ,I keep looking I keep searching for a girl that u used to be Bc baby after all this you've been loving me hating calling baby telling me everything you've been through "
I finished that song and put my piano away and guested some of my supporters Heyy what's up
omg Liz happy birthday ilysm
Awe ty cutie ,I guested about 15 supporters and then some asked me if I was ok with joey leaving
Ok so let me just say I'm extremely proud of him bc he's following his dreams and I love him and I'm crazy about him but I'm gonna miss him like crazy
As soon and I look down I see all the comments saying joeys watching I sigh and look at his comment "guest me I'm on the plane "
I guested him and he said happy birthday chachi
ty joe joe
Can u sing me as song he asked
Sure which one
U chose
I grabbed my guitar and strummed then started singing
" somebody said u got a new friend ,does she love u better than I can ,there's a big black sky over my town i know we're ur at I bet she's around and yah I know it stupid but I just gotta see it for my self I'm in the corner watching u kiss her and I'm right over here why can't u see me and I'm giving it my all but I'm not the guy ur taking home ohhh I keep dancing on my own ,I just wanna dance all night ,I'm more messed up and so I head outttt ,stilettos and broken bottles I'm spinning around in circles and I'm in the corner watching u kiss her ohh ohh ohh I'm and I'm right over why cant u see me oh oh oh and I'm giving it my all but I'm not the girl ur taking home oh oh oh I keep dancing on my own and ohhhh noww so fire away there still so near the lights come on the music dies and u don't see me standing here I just came to say good bye
I'm in the corner watching u kiss her ohhho oh ohhh and I'm giving it my all but I'm not the girl ur taking home ohh oh oh I keep dancing on my own "
Did u write it? Asked joey looking down "yah i did " there was an awkward silence and u could her and see me crying I felt hot tears streaming down my face so I ended the broadcast and just laid on my bed I checked my phone and saw I had a a ton of messages from my internet friends (social media stars ) I answered them when I got snap from my best friend Ariel
I looked at it and she wrote me a paragraph more like a book then I got so happy Bc she's coming here to Texas I got excited and replied to her then I got a snap from my friend Loren "Liz look at joeys snap chat story right now ,btw i know y'all broke up "
I looked and saw it was a picture of him and Luna on his back and she's kissing his cheek and the caption was "loml love u Luna 🌙❤️" I sighed and just got up to wash my face I toke the letterman of and threw it across my room when something came out of one of the pockets I picked it up and saw a little box with a letter I opened the letter and it read
" hey chachi it's joey and I wrote this Bc I could say it face to face but the ring Is a promise ring I was Going to give it to u today on ur birthday along with the bracket in the box I have a bracelet to Except mine says I will always and yours say love u engraved on the stone but I want u to keep everything I have u all the teddy bears all the jewelry all the letters te cards and the hoodies u acationally take lol but I love h and I'm sorry but what I did was for the best please text me every day and call me please !! I sighed and set the letter on my stand I put the bracelet on and the ring and walked to hunters room i layed on his couch "hey buba I have a question "
"What's up chachi "
Ok so joey broke up with me earlier
"Wait what we're is that asshole "
"Hunter calm down it's bc of tour and all well he posted this " I said showing him the picture "do u think he moved on ?"
Oh lord well from the looks of yes but I know it's gonna hurt but don't be all but hurt over him you'll find some one wayyyy fucking better than him "
"Thank buba now come on Ima kick ur ass at black ops"
"U wish " he replied with a chuckle my other siblings Ended up coming in and as usual getting kicked out after hunter beat me ☹️😂 I went down stairs to the exercise room and ran for 30min on the treadmill and did some other stuff after about an hour I went to get a drink then up to my room I sat down at my desk and just listened to music and relaxed I got bored and hoped in the shower once I was done I blow dried my hair and did boxer braids and changed into a red nasa sweater and some high waisted shorts with my white hightop converse I decided on no make up I put my charm on and my rings and all my piercings in which would be 4 on my left ear and 3 on my other ear
I went Down stairs waiting for my family we got in my dads car and drove off to Olive Garden as we waited I toke pictures
With my step mom and and dad then one of me on hunters back then one with all my siblings then one of Brandon and me doing silly faces then Ashton and Ashley kissing my cheek and me covering my eyes with my hands
I posted them and went on the night with my family and leaving everything behind yes I'm upset but hey I could start all over be a new and improved liz yes I miss him and feel like those 2 years we're just a waist but I'll always love him and this was for the best and my BESTFRIEND is coming tmr so Ill be fine .. I think
