Chapter 1

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Young Rin POV


Sometime you should leave the one you love the most, why?

Because when you stay, they will keep hurting you while you can't hurt them back because you loved them.

Believe me, I love Min Yoongi. I really did and I still love him as much as the first time I met him.

He's my first love, my first kiss, and also my first heartbreaker.

We've been dating for years, we also live together and yet, everything crash down also because of him.

He's a producer, lyricist, rapper and also a new CEO of the company where I worked in. That was the place where we first met, where we shared our life and love, our happiest moment and toughest moment.

I thougt I will be last with him, but faith told me different things. His love for me faded, without any reasons. I knew we've been together for more than 5 years, maybe that's the reason why his love faded.

His attitude toward me change, no more back hugs, no more kissing, no more smiles, no more caring. He only talk to me when he need something.

Just like a fool, I still hang on and live my life like usual, although most of the time I will spent night worrying him because he haven't come back yet.

Usually he will come back drunk, or not come back at all. It started few weeks ago until I realize something is wrong. I still can't believe, I don't want to believe that he really cheat on me.

One day, I come back to our share apartment from my short trip out of town. I arrived earlier because my works done easier than we predict, and guess what I found in our room. He's sleeping soundly with a bitch cuddling beside him and both are shirtless.

Tears run down from my face and I don't even able to make a sound or slap that bitch because I'm still trembling. I run out from our apartment as fast as I could.

When I reach outside, I hold on the nearby wall and collapse to the ground, while gasping. Still can't believe what happened just now in front of my eyes.

After calming my self down a bit, with all energy left in my body, I pull my self up, wipe away my tears, get in my car and drove away.

Min Yoongi just cheat on me, he ruin our 5 years relationship with some random bitch.

AUTHOR POV


When you drag your self hard away from your apartment, you didn't know that Yoongi actually awake when you left the room, and he follow you until the front door. He look at you sadly but he can't do anything beside keep silent and stay still.

You drive as fast as you can while your tears burst out uncontrollable from your eyes. All sweet memories about both of you flashing back in your head. The first time he confessed to you, he throw away his pride, and kneel down to ask you to be his girlfriend for temporary and soon to be his fiancee then wifey.

Both of you were so happy, but everything changed totally now. You don't know where you're heading to, the only place that you have in your mind, your office.

It was already late, no ones in the office except the security, they were a bit surprised seeing you but they let you in anyway. They knew you as you're private assistant for their new CEO, Yoongi. The old CEO is retiring and he only had a daughter, so he give the CEO position to Yoongi, because he already worked him for years, he knew Yoongi's talents, and he trust him.

Once you get in your door, you don't turn on the light but let the darkness surround you. You don't cry anymore, you has been crying nonstop from the whole way here. You sit on your chair, hung your head down and hugging your self down from shivering.

"I'm flying around by myself in this darkness, in my lonely night. I'm flying around by myself in this darkness, with a miserable heart. Why doesn't he know? Even if I'm a
small existence. Where is the Min Yoongi that once loved me?" You mutter slowly and without you realize, you fall a sleep with your head on the table.

Your eyes was heavy because crying too much, and also you can't go back home, so you just let your body rest in here.

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Morning comes faster than you think, you open your eyes slowly and your body feel so stiffy because of your sleep position. You take a glance at the clock, it's still 5 in the morning.

Your head feel dizzy, but you still force your self to toilets to wash your face. You realize how miserable your looks is, eyebags, messy hair, and lifeless expression.

"No wonder he cheats on you, you looks like shit." You scoffs.

After done with your things, you walkaway from the toilets, and right when you about to took your first step, he passed in front of you. Both of you surprised at each other presence. Silence feels the air, you know you should say something but your mouth just can't move.

"Why are you here this early?" He breaks the silence, but you can't believe that he really didn't feel guilty at all.

"I.... I have works to do." You managed to say, and without looking at you he just humming and walkaway.

You widened your eyes at his attitude that become colder and colder each day.

"Yoongi, wait. We need to talk." You snap and he stop his steps.

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"What you want to talk about?" He asked once both of you arrived in rooftop to talk.

"What happened with us? No, correct it, what happened with you? Did I do something wrong? Tell me...." You asked him, try to act like a fool who doesn't know anything.

"What? There is nothing." He answered, still not look at you.

"You changed. You're so cold to me. Should I remind you that I'm your girlfriend? You came home late everynight, drunk, even sometime you didn't come back at all. You never text me, nor call me. You only speaks to me when you need something from me, AS YOUR ASSISTANT, NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND." You said out loud and he turned to you with his unexplainable expression.

"If this is what you want to talk about, just talk about it later, in home. This is office." He snap and about to turn away until,

"PLACE WHERE YOU SLEEP WITH THAT BITCH ON OUR BED, THAT'S WHERE YOU CALLED HOME?" You shouted out your anger, and sadness as your tears rolled down from your eyes.

He stop on where he stood, he knew this will happened. Still facing you his back, he said something that you wouldn't believe, "Let's break up, Youngrin."

You feel your legs shaking, your heart aching like something punch on it, you feel run out of breathe. "W... what?" You managed to say, hoping you just hallucinations.

"Let's break up. We both know that's nothing between us now. It's useless if we keep hold on it. It will hurt you more. Let's go on separate way." He said and that's it, you're not hallucinations or imagining things.

It's real.

With holding your tears, you look at his back, "Fine, if it's what you want. If you think this is the better way. Our love that we built for years, you want to end it, huh? Fine. I will go on separate way from you." You hissed and walk passed him heading to the exit door.

You don't know if it's your imagination again or what, but there's a voice, calling your name.

"Youngrin, wait."

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