The Way It Goes

Chapter 1

" Tatiana are you listening to me?"

The girl on the phone screamed. I honestly didn't even know her name. She was just one of my several women I fuck on the daily.

"Tatiana I seriously think that we should move on to the next level.This fucking thing is getting old."

I sigh loudly. I hated when they did this. Now I got to cut her and I think she was the one with the big ass. Damn why couldn't these females just be loyal to my system. I put the phone down to open my door to get into my empty apartment. Sometimes I dreaded coming here alone. Tonight I didn't score no dame and my other hoes playing . By the time I picked the phone back up she was yelling about how I never took her seriously. I just shook my head and hung up the phone. I went up to my room and took off my clothes. My stomach started growling punishing me for ignoring it all day. Eventually I made my way back downstairs to the kitchen.

"What shall I make today?" I ask myself.I was in the mood for some shrimp. I missed the way my mother use to cook them. As much as I try I could never get it to taste the same. My phone started ringing and I hoped it wasn't that damn girl. That was the only thing I hated about females was they was so damn emotional and confused.

"Bitch what took you so long?" My best friend shouts. I laugh she always thought she had some control.

"Bitch don't tell me you got another little thot running around catering to your needs."

"Destiny, I would have you doing it but you playing games." I laugh again. I knew she was straight but I loved messing with her.

"Bitch you know you can't give it to me like my man does." She says with confidence.

I smile cause I know she'll be screaming my name and following me around like I took her virginity.I can picture that shit now.

"Nigga you bet not be imaging that shit with ya nasty ass." she yells with a slight smile one her face. I knew her ass was gay for me she just don't want to admit it. One day she'll be mine and only mine.

I chuckle just imagining us getting married and moving into a two story home with three kids. I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with her.She actually the reason I'm not as bad as I used to be. I don't want her to see me as a lost soul,so when she around it's just her. I stare at her and admire her beauty. I loved her long curly hair. I often wondered what she was mixed with because I have never seen a dark skim female with her hair type. I think she Trinidadian and Hispanic.

"Tati, when you gonna stop staring at me so we can leave?" she whines.

I could tell she was feeling me I just didn't know what was stopping her. I hope it wasn't my constant playing because she knows I just do that for enjoyment. I sigh I probably ruined it.I got up and followed Destiny outside. Since we lived in Macon it was sixty degrees in the middle of January. My old town was probably snowed it while I'm outside in a t shirt and cargo shorts.

"Best friend what we doing today?"

"Destiny, we are going to save the world!"

She laughs and hits me.This why I love her, she always laugh at my jokes. We head to the Marta.

"How about we go shopping in Atlanta."

She looks at me for a second and before she could protest I pulled her down the subway stairs and went to purchase the tickets. She shakes her head and shrugs.I am surprised to didn't fight it.

" I'm not gay Tati. I honestly don't think I ever will be."

I nod and hop on the train.She may not be now but she will be very soon. She had to be right? I love her. How can she deny that?