Nothing's ok

Birth to the age of 6

It was in the hottest day in the year of June on the 28th of 1999 Temple, TX when my mother was laying the hospital bed for 10 hours when all of a sudden the doctors came in as if in a rush and yelled at her to push . After the first push I was already out . As I cried the doctors did their thing .

(( sorry for a shitty beginning I'm new to wattpad))

1 year later .....

When I was one years old I was in daycare at the time when my grandma came inside the daycare and celebrated my birthday with me since my mom or dad couldn't make it . I enjoyed that day with my grandmother and always been a grandmas boy since she was more of a mom towards me .

2 years later ....

I was still in the same daycare . I had a normal phase of being obsessed with Elmo and had just about everything in Elmo . A few months later the most horrible thing known to American history was the twin towers . I didn't understand when I was little . I cried and screamed for my grandma and mom . I was scared .

3 years later ....

Nothing had changed much in my life besides the death of my uncle on my moms side of the family died in the twin towers incident . I never understood why he died .  (( trust me I feel bad for everyone who have gone through these kinds of losses and I'm not making this up this is what I remember from when I was younger))

4 years later .....

This was the year I turned into a douche of a kid . I would rip things off the walls at home and school , even after getting a switch after me by my mom . I never listened , obeyed . My mom put me in a little boys home in Tulsa Oklahoma . I can't remember the name of the place but I was scared , angry , and confused . After of being there for 6 months my mom came back to get me but when she saw me I wasn't eating right.  Didn't sleep well . And was quiet .

5 years later ....

The exact same thing happened except that time I was in the boys home I tried drowning myself .

6 years later .....

I ran away from home and according to my mom I was gone for two weeks on my own out in the streets of Mcallister  Oklahoma .

(( I'm only putting important events btw ))