I wish

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So, I was listening to both One Direction albums today and when I heard I Wish this idea popped into my head. :)

So, hope you like it. xx

Summary: Niall is dating Josh Devine and the boys are jealous.

He takes your hand,
I die a little,
I watch your eyes,
And I'm in riddles,
Why can't you look at me like that?

Liam watched as Niall cuddled into Josh's side as they watched a movie that Liam couldn't be bothered to remember the name of. Why would he need to know when he wasn't even paying attention? The love of his life is with another man and that hurt. It really did. Liam has been in love with Niall ever since their Up All Night tour started, but just as he was going to tell the lad how he felt, Niall came squealing to their dressing room yelling how Josh had asked him out and he had said yes. That was the moment Liam's heart shattered.

When you walk by,
I try to say it,
But then I freeze,
And never do it,
My tongue gets tied,
The words get trapped,

Louis opened his mouth to call for the Irish lad just as Niall skipped passed, a big grin plastered on his face as he hummed the tune to one of their songs. Louis froze, the words escaping from his head. His tongue refused to spit out the words he was desperate to say. His mind telling him to leave the poor boy alone and let him love his boyfriend, but his heart says Niall doesn't really love Josh, no, he's just confused about everything. He wanted to listen to his heart, he really did, but he didn't want Niall to hate him. He'd rather be Niall's best friend for the rest of his life, rather than tell him he loves him while he has a boyfriend and lose him forever. Louis shook his head and walked away, one silent tear rolling down his cheek.

I hear the beat of my heart getting louder,
Whenever I'm near you,

Harry's heart started thumping harder as Niall laughed at something Louis had said. The five boys were lounging around until they had an interview later that afternoon. Harry couldn't advert his eyes away from the blonde lad. He was good at hiding his pain and tears from everyone around him. Okay, maybe not around his sister or mum because, well, they've grown up with him and they know when he's in pain. He likes to think he's amazing at hiding these things from the lads and the fans, but sometimes he worries that he's being too obvious with the sadness...

But I see you with him slow dancing,
Tearing me apart,
'Cause you don't see,
Whenever you kiss him,
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish that was me,

Zayn sipped away at his beer as he glared at the drummer boy who was dancing with the love of Zayn's life. He's wanted, for so long, to just snatch Niall away and kiss him. He's wanted Niall since being put together as a band. He's wanted, more than anything, to just feel Niall's lips on his own. He's wanted to cuddle the younger boy and protect him. But Josh is the only one who can do that. Zayn loved the drummer like his own brother, but when he and Niall were cuddling, kissing and dancing...Zayn hates him so much.

He looks at you,
The way that I would,
Does all the things, I know that I could,
If only time could just turn back,
'Cause I got three little words,
That I've always been dying to tell you,

Liam, Louis, Zayn and Harry sat alone. The four of them staring down at the floor as they sat in the lounge area on the bus. Niall had gone out with Josh an hour ago for some dinner. Josh not noticing the harsh glares he received from the other boys as they wanted nothing more than to kick the drummer out and cuddle Niall themselves. Each boy's heart slowly breaking apart as they held back tears. Maybe they all realized the other three were in love with Niall. Maybe they just thought one person's sadness effected the others. But they all knew one thing...Niall should be there and not with Josh.

But I see you with him slow dancing,
Tearing me apart,
'Cause you don't see,
Whenever you kiss him,
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish that was me,
With my hands on your waist,
While we dance in the moonlight,
I wish it was me,
That you'll call later on,
'Cause you wanna say good night,

Three hours later, the tour bus door was slammed open and in came a laughing Niall and grinning Josh. The boys jumped up from their seats and glared at the couple, who froze once they caught sight of them. "Um...hey, boys." Niall waved, smiling at his friends. Josh nodded a 'hey' and turned to Niall, pressing a gentle kiss on his lips. "I'll see you tomorrow, yeah? We'll go to rehearsals together." He whispered against his lovers lips. Niall hummed in agreement, pressing his lips firmly against Josh's once more before pulling away. "I love you," Josh said as he walked off the bus and slammed the door. Niall just smiled at his band mates, before skipping off into the bunk area.

'Cause I see you with him slow dancing,
Tearing me apart,
'Cause you don't see,
But I see you with him slow dancing,
Tearing me apart,
'Cause you don't see,
Whenever you kiss him,

Rehearsals have been terrible for Liam, Louis, Zayn and Harry. They were all too focused on their crush that they messed up each step. This caused their management to become increasingly annoyed with the band and Niall to become confused and worried. "What is wrong with you boys?! Niall's the only one who's been getting it spot on today! If you four do not stop with this crap, there will be no free time until this tour has ended!" Their choreographer screamed, his face red and neck vain popping. Niall watched as the man stalked off before he approached his friends. "Are you boys alright?" He asked innocently, not realizing he's the reason for the boys loss of concentration. They just mumbled incoherent words before the music was playing and the man was back, demands spitting out like wild fire.

I'm breaking,

Liam watched as 'Nosh' kissed, his stomach churning before he eventually tore his eyes off the scene, tears streaming down his cheeks.

Oh how I wish,

Louis choked back sobs as 'Nosh' cuddled into a peaceful sleep. He saw Niall's lips twitch up in a smile as Josh tightened his grip slightly. The tears streamed down Louis' cheeks.


Oh how I wish,

Harry bit his lip hard enough to draw blood as 'Nosh' giggled and joked around before the concert. The tears streaming down his cheeks.


Oh how I wish, that was me,

Zayn was done. He couldn't stand to watched anymore 'Nosh' kisses or cuddles or jokes. He was just done. If he couldn't have Niall, why should he bother? Loving Niall was like chasing clouds. He was done. He walked away, with the tears streaming down his cheeks.

Oh how I wish, that was me...


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