The birds & the birds

Short

Ike and I haven't talked about what happened last week. We haven't even talked about our relationship, friend or relationship wise. Maybe he meant it differently, liking something like that doesn't happen that fast, what is this a crappy love story?
I turned to my side and looked at my bedside. Ike was sleeping facing the wall. Maybe I can just leave for the night, he wouldn't notice me leaving at 12 at night. Yeah I can just sleep at the girls dorm with Adds or take a walk to the coffee shop.
H: You up Addy?
A: yup what's up le little child
H: Don't call me that and can I come to your door
A: yeah be quiet, u aren't aloud here @ nite u know :p
  God Addy's vocabulary for texting hurts my brain sometimes. I slid out of bed and walked to the door, looking at Ike one last time before I head to Addy.

~Time Skip~
I stuffed my hands in my coat pockets and looked down at the ground as I walked, watching the air from my nose breath out into the cold night. Maybe Ike is better off without me, wouldn't be dubbed the weird kids friend who dyes his hair and was bullied all highschool year, he would make more friends if I wasn't here too, more time to study for classes...I shook my head, I don't need these thoughts right now.
I sped up my speed till I finally reached Addy's door, I gently knocked on it. I heard tiny foot steps and then her head peaked out the door, "Hi." She opened the door and let me into her room.
It was actual not as girly you would think coming from Addy. Walls the schools colors, grey and navy blue, huge bed in the center and a tv in the corner, and a dresser lined the wall with a painting above it. I remember when she painted that.
"Are you okay?" She asked while she pulled her colorful her into a bun and plooted onto her bed. Her pajamas looked like the ones from sophomore year, grey pajamas pants and a white tank top along with black socks.
  "Everything been kinda iffy for me and Ike I guess..."
  "What do you mean? Is he being a jerk or something? I can beat him up again!"
  I shook my head and laid down next to were she sat cross legged. "I mean we haven't really talk about you know...the closest being smashed...I think he doesn't like me that way or took it differently and found out what I meant."
   "Have you tried talking to him? Maybe he thinks the same to you or something."
   "Yeah I talked to him- okay not really just once..."
   Addy shook her head and hit my shoulder. "Talk to him alright? And I have a question for you..." I turned my head to her. "Are you okay? You haven't been acting yourself for a while.  Like trying to beat up Dave and just...you been less perky lately."
  I don't want to talk about this right now. Not to anyone. Not to Addy. I myself don't even want to think about it. She's asking if I'm okay we I don't even know if I am. And if I lie she'll find out and be worried, if I try to explain she'll be more worried.
   "I'm...yeah just been tired lately, speaking of which can I sleep here?" I turned on my stomach and acted as if I was sleeping.
  "Suuuure...and yes but don't try sleeping with me you perv!"
  "Addy I knew you since highschool and knew I was gay too."
   "I'm still hot tho right?" She threw stuff at me, probably so I can sleep on the floor. "Yes. Just don't date Dave and make ugly Johnny Bravo looking kids." She chuckled, "Night."