Just Breathe (Book 1)

Chapter 5

I don't know what to think all that I ever thought was a friend in Jacob kind of faded.
Have you ever heard of the thing people say.. The don't date your best friend. I always wondeded in the end they will be your best friend including your boyfriend/girlfriend, your lover, and your one and only. That ever made sense to me.

Maybe I'm thinking about this as I want Jacob to be concidered "mine". I don't know what to say it all just seems to fade away after a while.. That thought of being with him in "that" way.

Jacob is talking to me yet I can't hear him my thoughts are just blocking everything I can hear. I continue noding my head yes and giving the same face reaction that Jacob gives off so that I don't get caught with not actually listening.

I check the time. It's only 9:45. I just want to leave and actually walk around the mall and go in and out of stores without a bubble around us that gives us the ability to have a personal conversation that may lead to the relationship question.

"Crimson?"

"Hm what?" Shit I was caught in the daze I was so close (I think).

"Are you okay?" I look around for a moment and saw the bill.
"um yeah just thinking."

"About what?"

"You know, I get that you wanted to pay for this, but this is your day. Your day to shine. I've got it."

"You sure?"

"Yes Jacob. I got it."

"Alright it's up to you."

I handed the waiter my debit card and waited for him to come back.

"lets go."

Jacob took my hand and took me into the mall.

"So Crimson... Where are we going first?"

"We are going to figure out if your style is PacSun and Aeropostale or Zoomies and Hot topic."

Jacob nods his head. We go look at the map of the mall, and walk onto the store. We walk straight to the casher.

"How may I help you?"

"We are emptying his closet and we need to start new."

"I've got just the items for you! Come right this way."