I find myself in an orphanage, something I never thought would happen. The man I met with drove me here. He told me that he felt sorry for me, that he wished this had never happened, that his agency wouldn't rest until they found the killer. I knew these were all lies. He didn't care, he just knew he would get money from it. No one cared about me anymore. And now I'm in an orphanage, knowing that whoever takes me next is most likely going to be permanent. No, I wouldn't try to leave that person, I would simply ignore them. I won't have them go so far as to have them return me, I'll just make sure they know I would rather be living on the streets. I make sure to go through every day: eat, sleep, don't talk to anyone. Because what's the point of making friends if you're never going to see them again?
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You're always refused and you feel like a loser,
And when you're rejected you start disrespecting yourself
And then you want to go home
And when there's no home and there's no one who knows you,
You're always alone and it's taking a toll on your soul
And so you want to go home
When there's no home
You've got to fight for what you love and build your own
And when you realize that there's no one to guide you,
You often give in to temptation, sometimes you get lost
In hopes of making a home
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This song section was No Home by: Nico Vega

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