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Life just seemed worthless after she left. There was no point of living. But i carried on. I managed to find my way through the blinding darkness. She was was my torch to find my through darkness until that light went out and i got lost again. The world stopped and timed paused when that torch went out. That torch comes to life sometimes and i find the path i was on but it just goes out again and im back where i started scared alone and afraid. Without a light i feel as if the monsters will swallow in there darkness. I hope that one day that torch will burn brightly and i will not be alone in the darkness i am so afraid to get lost in. I know if she saw this she think im like cameron the best freind we lost to drugs. And i know she would think that i would revert to drugs to cope with this im not like that in different i dont go out get high because i feel bad a depressed all i did was shove my feeling in bottle and try to look happy. But that bottle shattered and those feelings burst forth and found this page to express themselves on and tell the world how i feel about the person i love most in my life.and im certainly not the one to throw my life away to drugs because life didnt go the way i wanted.
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A Hard Life
Non-FictionHi this is me im still learning thats what counts Hi my name is Julian and well my life is a trainwreck. It all started when i met her the one she was perfect and her name was lyric we spent awesome years together as freinds i always wanted to be m...
