Company

Prologue

It's 12:30 a.m. and I can't stop thinking about him. I have this tendency of replaying conversations over in my head contemplating on what I should have said in the situation. Jules pisses me off. I hate how he thinks that he can just shut me out every time he's angry. For goodness sake we've been best friends for two years. But I can't even talk shit because I have a habit of hiding things from him sometimes. I turned on the lights to the room and searched under my pillow for my iPhone. I looked through my contacts and found Jules and I called him. I was surprised that he answered so quickly.
Jules👽💕:
"Why are you calling me so late" he said chuckling. Wow this boy is confusing. One minute he's angry but now he seems fine as I talk to him on the phone.
"Come over now" I said, he has no excuses since his apartment is around the corner from campus.
Jules👽💕:
"Ugh what did I do now, I'll be there in five minutes". I hung up the phone and waited for him. He seemed happy over the phone but I know he really wasn't. Five minutes passed and I heard a knock on the door. I'm so glad I had a single dorm because I know my roommate would be pissed. I opened the door and Jules walked in, he looked good. He never tried too hard to look a certain way it came naturally. He wore a basic white v neck with gray sweats and his adidas slippers. I had a feeling that this night was not gonna turn out the way I wanted it to.
"Stop staring" he said looking away
"Whatever" I said rolling my eyes
"So why you called me over" he said looking everywhere but my eyes. He knew what he did but he loves to act all innocent.
"Stop acting like you don't know why the fuck you're here. You never tell me what goes on with you, you always shut me out and expect me to just understand you!! Fuck. You piss me off" I said fuming. He just stared at me with a blank expression something that he mastered from me.
"You act like you don't do the same. When was the last time you told me what was going on in your mind. Huh. Fuck I'm just. Idk" he started to cry and I didn't know what to do. Seeing him so vulnerable was something new and I knew that someone must have hurt him. I felt bad for lashing out on him. I walked closer to him and hugged him, my head laid on his chest.
"If you don't want to tell me what's going on its fine" I said even though I really wanted to know.
" I'm just stressed about everything. I just I just can't take it anymore. I continuously bottle things up and I'm ready to fucking explode. I didn't talk to you for two days because my dad had pissed me off and I just needed to be away from everyone. I can't handle the thought that my brother is stuck with that man even though he doesn't even act like a father and my mom still allows him in the house even though he cheated on her numerous times. It's not like she needs him". Hearing Jules tell me something that bothered him warmed my heart. I'm glad that he opened up a little.
"I know that you care about your mom and brother a lot but they wouldn't like it if you're so stressed out about them that you forget about the reason you're trying to do better. Continue to speak to your mom and brother to get tabs on what's going on but don't stress out about it too much" I said rambling on.
"Yeah I know, my mom said the same thing" Jules said staring at me. We fell into an awkward silence. He continued to stare at me and touched my face. I couldn't help but look at the color contrast. His tan hand on my dark skin. His eyes had this bluish color that you can feel yourself getting lost in. We were so much like each other that it was scary. We have this unreadable expression across each other face but we understand everything. He moved closer to me and pressed his lips on mine. This kiss was different from all of our other kisses, I felt something. It wasn't the spark that most people felt but his pain mixed with mine. It was more of a angry kiss. As usual one thing led to another and we lied there panting. This was a never ending cycle.

AN~ This is my first story so bare with me and if I even get like two reads I'll upload another chapter 😂 I doubt anyone is going to read this anyways though