**on pause** Distance Shouldn't Matter

Was it a Dream?~

REALLY sorry for this late update, I've been busy lately. I usually write these in school & I had finals to do. ;-; & now I feel like poop bc I did something stupid & I just REKKGHBSRBGRK...well enough venting & more of the story, eh? /u; WARNING: some sexual content because I feel pervy rn idk ehehheeehhe

When I woke up he wasn't there. I felt my whole stomach drop. I also noticed the time.

"7:12 AM?! You've got to be fucking kidding. . ."

I immediately sprung out of bed looking for clothes to put on after my shower while I heard my father's steps coming up to my room. I knew I had to leave in 15 minutes, & I just gave up. I laid back down in bed, planning to act sick whenever my dad tries hollering at me.

Everything went well & after my dad left I was still in bed letting my thoughts wander. Was it a dream? I'm really not sure but I can ask him? Wait, what if it was & he gets creeped out? But what if he doesn't get creeped out if it is & is fine with it? Winter, when has that ever happened..? Think realistic stuff. -.-"

After my argument with myself I decided i'd try to sleep again. Until my phone went crazy with vibrations across my bed. While I unlocked my phone, I seen all the messages by Colton wondering where I was at.

"I'm at  home. I woke up late & didn't have time to get ready so I pretended I was sick so I was able to stay home, sorry :c"

"You had me so worried it wasn't even funny. I miss you. But last night was a blast~ c;"

So it wasn't a dream..?

"Yeah, it was... & I miss you more. /w\ But at least I'm not the one suffering at school haha."

"Hey, that gives me an idea. But go take a shower I can smell you from here. XD"

"Oh shut up ya old coot. Anyway fine."

A few minutes into my shower I heard my front door squeak open. It was a little early for my dad's lunch break, but I ain't stressin'. After putting on a "LET'S GET WEIRD" black tie dye shirt & black leggings I headed back to my room. I laid down on my bed staring at my ceiling for a few seconds just thinking why Colton told me to take a shower. Maybe I stink..? Lollll idk.

While reaching for my phone I had a feeling that someone was watching me. I shrugged it off & unlocked my phone. As soon as I was going to open Colton's TWENTY THREE messages he sent me I felt someone hop on top of me & cover my mouth.

I started bawling my eyes out right away & their grip loosened. They turned me around, & it happened to be Colton. I didn't even know how to feel with it reminding me about the past with my abusive ex boyfriend.

He quickly wrapped his arms around me completely expecting a whole different situation happening. After calming me down & rocking me for about a hour, I ended up hugging him back as tight as I was able to not wanting to let him go.

He lifted my chin & made me look at him. I ended up staring into his eyes gathering every detail about them. To the azure blue in the center changing to a dark ocean blue on the outside, to the way his pupils would dilate every time I smiled.

I slowly started to lean forward while he did the same & the kiss was so soft & passionate. One kiss led to another & I ended up under him, with him lightly kissing my neck & easily finding my sweet spot. I ended up making a light moan. While my cheeks flushed with red, he snickered & bit his lip.

While his kisses led back up to my lips I felt him place himself in between my legs. After he placed his lips on mine he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I nervously let him remembering that he said he wasn't "that type" of guy. Then again, I was talking about the ones who just leave right after they're done using you.

After thinking about that I felt more comfortable. While our tongues were wrestling for dominance for a few minutes he ended up winning. His hand found it's way to my left breast lightly fondling it while he enjoyed watching me moan every few seconds. I felt my core get dripping wet by the time I felt his member pressing against his pants on my thigh. His eyes had this certain look that was so sexy, turning me on even more.

His other hand slithered it's way down to the center of my leggings, lightly massaging it feeling how wet I am. While I moaned louder than the rest so far, I heard a groan from deep down in his throat while I started to palm him through his pants. I felt how big he was, & I honestly had butterflies wishing for it inside of me.

He smirked & said "I can feel you getting wetter by the second, how bad do you want me babe...?" in a low seductive voice that sent shivers down my spine. He must've noticed me unable to talk because I was too caught up inside the moment & snickered lightly while he said "I see...i'll give you what you want then... I can't stand to feel you almost being a waterfall.."

I smiled being a little nervous about this, but I can trust him even with my life already. I know he wouldn't hurt me. As he pulled my shirt off he smiled while seeing my bra. Hahaha oh great my pokeball bra. I looked up nervously while he  kissed me again, assuring that I knew he wouldn't judge me.

After we both were stripped from our clothes, he found his way in between my legs again. I blushed madly, while he was looking at my body & sliding his hands across all of my curves. I decided to stroke him & his faces drove my core crazy.

A few minutes afterward he placed himself at my entrance, asking lightly if this was my first time. I shyly shook my head no winning a huge smile on his face.

"Good." he simply said & slammed himself into me scoring a loud moan from me right away.  He kept thrusting in as hard as he was able to, hitting every right spot as he did so. I never knew I was able to moan so loud. He lifted my legs just to hit deeper parts of me then ended up hitting my g-spot at least 8 times, causing my core to have a pleasureful tingle spreading out to the rest of my body giving me the goose bumps, while he slowed down.

"Baby, you feel so good...& you're so beautiful it just drives me crazy" he said with a few shakes in his voice, & he turned me around onto my knees & bent me over. While he entered me again, he slid in so easily due to my remaining cum on his member. A few more minutes of his hard, perfect thrusts he came inside me. Oh fuck, inside me?! Fuckfuckfuck.

"You came inside me?!"

". . .I didn't notice i'm so sorry are you on birth control or even anything?! I'm so sorry"

"Yeah, birth control but it doesn't work 100% of the time & i'd rather not be a mother at this age & i'm still so young agghhhhh"

As the conversation went on, we decided to get a day after pill. While we were putting on our clothes, we heard the front door open. My whole room smelled like sex, & what am I supposed to do about Colton?!

Okay this is going to be really awkward because I have quite a few people I know irl that read this story & i'm so sorry xD