Ready to go

The concert

There I was, raring to go,noise blasting all around me... I was so excited! My first ever concert .  I was longing for this moment for the last 5  years , for a split second there was silence as Brendon urie walked on stage - "hey" he said so calmly , so casually...the sound then roared back up to an even higher level than before...the sound was almost deafening, but it didn't matter to me, I was in my own world just staring up at him  blankly , looking into his deep brown eyes and is perfectly structured face - this is when he sang - death of a bachelor started blaring out of the speakers, I was preparing my self for his singing-then he did . His voice was beautiful, the bass echoed around the room and created a tranquil , almost harmonic effect . The sound of his voice wanted to make me cry... Something about it , it connected with me . Then the concert really started to take place- he then followed with the song 'but it's better if you do'This was always one of my favourite   so, as my natural instincts instructed, by the chorus I was blaring out the lyrics , granted , very out of tune but still. It was after the next song- don't threaten me with a good time-when it happened . Brendon urie stopped his singing FOR ME, of course my fangirl instincts took over my body and I was near collapsing as he held out his hand, I reached out my trembling hand as I took hold of his; "hello there beautiful" he started omfg Brendon urie ACTUALLY called me beautiful, i found this had to believe  this with my large jaw line and medium length ash brown hair , but still , I would take anything as a compliment if Brendon urie said it to me "you have just got your self a free backstage pass" he continued , out of anyone, the thousands of people In the crowd - he chose me, just plain old me , who at the age of 12, I was introduced to them, but that was nearly 6 years ago now, I was in college training to be a teacher, plain , boring ME?! Adrenaline was rushing through my body at this point, as Brendon urie held my hand, and passed me the tickets, I felt my self go red , I wanted to scream but my little bit of scene inside of me told me otherwise. "What's your name?" Brendon asked , his voice becoming more and more beautiful every second. "H...h...Hannah" I stuttered "Brendon gave out a  awkward  but goofy laugh before he continued"well Hannah, do you sing?"
"N...not really... " I struggled to make out.
"Aww c'mon Hannah, I bet you have a beautiful voice," once again he spoke smoothly with an added grin at the end , well it was too late to refuse now, any ways I was probably never going to see these people ever again, "well, I...I guess- I could try ... I mean I used to sing..."
The crowd roared with excitement , this brought me back to a childish memory of shrek so I let out a slight giggle,
"Well, would you like to sing a duet of c'mon with me Hannah?" The way Brendon  said my name was mystifying to me, before I could refuse , he passed me a microphone and then I sang, wow, it's hard work singing infront of an audience this big, well , I think they enjoyed it ... After a good 5 minutes of q&a with Brendon ,(wow,I am embarrassing) he carried on the concert, though every minute
my was grabbing on to me like a leech as I knew straight after this I could actually sit down and talk to Brendon urie and knowing me, probably ask him to sign my forehead or something then take a photo with him witch would live on my Brendon urie shrine of my bedside cabinet.Finally, the concert was over ; all the noise made had my ears start to throb , although I would long for that ear throb again as it was the memories through life I would carry with me. After this, the guards collected me and lead me towards backstage, I honestly felt like royalty, God, I thought , I could get used to this! Though , being the older child taught me well , life is not all what it seems, ik , cliche right?! Anyway, before I could contemplate anymore on the meaning of life I was graced my the overwhelming presence of Brendon urie. "Hey," he said as a smile spread accross his face, it was as if I could sense all of his emotions, his aura was strong , I had always been one on the ways of the super natural."Sit down,"he invited  in a cool , non-achalant manor. "Your voice is really beautiful" just the thought of them words makes my heart flutter. "Thanks, so is yours!" I replied , without  thinking I would be able to speak then words to him. After a while it became more natural between us, I started to loosen up around him , turns out, we have a lot in common , about , well everything! "So," Brendon said, more nervous than usual "are you , doing anything this weekend?!" He asked. WOW! I thought "yeah!"I thrived to remain calm but it was virtually impossible," well...do you like...want to go to the cinema?"
"Omg would I?!"
"On one condition," he continued,
"You can't tell anyone about this,ok?"
"Umm ok?" I relied"
"It's just , I have been playing it low after Sarah and the papperazi are all over me this year."
"Fine with me!!"
"Cool, tomorrow at 6?" Then we exchanged numbers and he left.