Love isn't always fair

Never gonna change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothings gonna stop us
No not this time
Rebel love song blasted through my earbuds. I checked my phone to see the time~2:36 a.m "Fuck!" I muttered under my breath. Earlier that day I had decided to go for a walk in the woods, because my abusive dad had wanted to beat me up so bad. When the school bus dropped me off, instead of going into my house I began sprinting towards the woods. It was 4:30 p.m when the bus dropped me off at my house. I stay in the woods for hours. "I have to get back now." I said to myself. I began making my way towards home, when a man stopped me. "Hey there sexy lady," he said, obviously drunk."What's a pretty girl like you doing out here all alone?" He finished. "What's an old bastard like you hitting on 16 year old girls!" I spat at him. He then snaked his hands under my shirt. "FUCK OFF!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs hoping someone would hear, but no one was around. "Say another word and I'll kill you. We can make this fast and easy, or in some cases the girl likes it hard and slow." "Leave me alone you PERV!!!" I kicked him in the balls. He bent down in pain, which gave me time to run, but he pulled on my hair causing me to give a low whimper of pain. I managed to get out of his grip and run. I didn't know where I was running to. If I go home I would have to deal with my drunk ass mom and my abusive dad, so I ran somewhere that isn't home. I had a few dollars on me, so I decided to stay at a hotel for the night. When I found the nearest hotel I paid the frontman and he gave me my room key. I unlocked the door and walked into the room I would be spending the night in. It wasn't bad, actually it was pretty neat and organized. The bathroom was semi clean, the floors were swept and mopped, the bed sheets were neatly folded and clean. I breathed in the air of the room. It smelled a lot like bleach. Maybe they just cleaned the room today. I thought. I laid down on the bed sleep filling my mind already. I put in my earbuds and began listening to true friends by: Bring me the horizon
I wouldn't hold my breath if I was you,
Cause I'd forget, but I'll never forgive you, don't you know, don't you know true friends stab you in the front. I began humming the song until I finally fell asleep.

The fresh cool air of the morning hit my face. I was walking through a meadow of roses and thorns. I came across a large pool of water probably 10 feet deep. JUMP! My mind thought you are worthless and nobody loves you. I jumped. I felt my lungs burning. They needed air, but I couldn't give them that. Soon my vision began to blur and I was long gone.

I woke up gasping, cold sweat all over my body. I was shaking uncontrollably. I have no one who loves me. I'm just another lost soul that needs a saviour. I thought to myself.