Who Am I? (Dramione)

Who Am I- Preface

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Preface

Hermione POV

I felt my hand rub over my stomach which to the rest of the world looked flat. I could see them all celebrating and enjoying the party. They were celebrating the completion of the repairs that Hogwarts had sustained during the final battle. It had only taken around 2 months and as it had bought everyone even closer, as I'd slowly pulled away. I knew they had noticed me distancing myself and had put it down to me dealing with the loss that the war had caused along with everything else that had happened in the last few years.

And that had been a reason but definitely not my main one. I couldn't stay, I couldn't bare it. I needed to find my parents and apologise and explain my reasons for doing what I did. It was now that I truly needed them, their help, guidance and their love. I looked to the front of the great hall from where I stood at the back just inside the door. I could see him, his platinum blonde hair standing out like a bright beacon. I felt my heart start to race just at the sight of him. He was with Blaise, Pansy and his mother and they looked much more at ease then I had ever seen, as if a heavy burden had been taken off their shoulders and I guessed it had. I wanted to tell him and felt my feet start to move towards him.

All of a sudden I felt  as if someone had tipped a cold bucket of ice water over my head, what was I thinking. I could never mean more to him then just that one night, then those conversations or quiet moments when we had seeked comfort in our comfortable silence and talk of books. He wouldn't want this not now and definitely not with me, he didn't want me forever. So how could I stay? What if he wanted me to make the choice I could never make. Regardless of how I felt, I couldn't stay.  I felt my eyes start to sting as they started to fill with tears. I saw him start to turn as if sensing I was looking at him, our eyes locked for a minute and I felt a tear slip out and start to slide down my face. I saw a pained look start to grace his face before I turned and and ran, out of the great hall, out of the castle and onto the grounds and out the gates. I realised that was the last time I would see his face. And as I hopped into a carriage I felt my heart break, as my tears started to fall.

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