You Reject, You Regret

Chapter 1

"Look at her, God, she must way a ton."

"She takes up the whole corridor."

"How can she be related to the Emerson family, they are all thin, beautiful, tall and well...not her."

I ignored the hurtful comments, as I walked past people trying to get to my locker.

"You're so fat that you're not just a ..........beep........... on the radar, you're a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep."

"Your so fat that when you were born you mum had to have two cessarians."

"Your so fat, you had your baby pictures taken by satelite."

"Your so fat you had to get baptised at Sea World."

I'm right at the bottom of the social scale. You have Connor and Casey Emerson, the populars, the jocks, the normals, the emo's, the goths, the nerds, the geeks and then me. I only have one friend but she doesn't talk to me at school. Katia Gonzolez, she's part of the populars but she is the only one who isn't mean to me. But I have a boyfriend as well, he doesn't talk to me at school either. Evan Mitchell, he's a jock but he's also part of the popular crowd, if he was seen talking to me inside school it would be social suicide.

I walked out of school with my head held high and went to wait by Connor's car. Casey and him were the only people who were nice to me both in school and out. 

"Hey Connor, after I've gotten changed can you drop me to Katia's house after school?"

"Yeah sure, I would do anything for my baby sister.

 After the 20 minute drive back home, I raced up to my room and changed into a blue baggy top and leggings with black converses. I hopped back into Connor's car and he walked, well strolled to his car, a Lamborghini Gallardo LP 550-2. We had the 15 minute drive to Katia's house. "If you want me to pick you up just call me kiddo."

"Connor, I'm 16, one year younger than you. Is it really nessecary for you to call me kiddo?"

"Why yes, yes it is."

"See ya later Connor." I climbed out the car and up the long drive way. I saw Evans car there, what is he doing here and I know its not anybody else's car because it has his name Evan Mitchell sprayed across the front. 

I walked to the front door and knocked, Katia's mum opened the door and looked at me strangly almost as if she was sorry about something. I just gave her a weird look and ran up the stairs to Katia's room, as I got closer I heard really disgusting noises, I opened the door cautiously and saw my now ex best friend Katia and my now ex boyfriend Evan doing IT! Evan looked up and saw me standing there. "Shit Carter, you weren't supposed to find out this way."

"It doesn't matter Evan." Katia drawled "Get out of my house Carter." I ran crying from the room and into the open arms of Mrs Gonzolez, where I cried and cried and cried until it felt like my body was totally dry from any bodily fluids. 

I decided not to bother Connor and started the what could've of been a 15 minute drive home but it happened to be a 45 minute walk home.

When I walked into the house, I collapased on the floor and strated sobbing my heart out. That's how Casey found me.

Dear Diary,

This is the worst day ever, not only were their new jokes made about me but I found Evan cheating on me with Katia, who was supposed to be my best friend. I take all these things to heart so when I get my powers, they are going to regret what they did to me. I know that might sound a bit harsh but you have no idea what kind of torment they put me through. Sometimes they push me too the brink of torment that it makes me want to cut, I do cut though I've got the scars to prove it. It's nothing to be proud of. I just wish I could be more like Demi Lovato, when I look at everything that she has been through and were she is now is really admireable, thats why she's my role model.

Talk To You Later

Carter xox