Fear

Chapter 11

"I fought for you
The hardest, it made me the strongest
So tell me your secrets
I just can't stand to see you leaving

But heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home..."
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We all stood in thee lobby waiting to hear some type of results. I stood theree motionless. My eyes were entirely red and low. I looked out the window at the flow of traffic as I heard my mother crying. Jamel went to comfort her. I was in deep thought about everything.

"How could this happen to such a innocent child? It's all my fault. I'll take my life before anything takes hers..." I said to myself before I was interrupted by the doctors.

"Parent of Keisha Sanders?" A doctor called out. I turned and rushed over to him.

"Ms. Sanders, Keisha is fine and she has pulled through." The doctor said. Everyone rejoiced as tears just rolled down my cheeks.

"Can I see her?" I asked. He nodded and lead the way. I saw Keisha laying down watching cartoons. She looked so beautiful and peaceful. I opened the door and she yelled out "Tay Tay!" I looked and smiled and walked over to her.

"Hey baby girl how you feeling?" I asked. She gripped my finger and smiled.

"I'm okay Tay Tay don't cry no more. Remember what you told me? Beautiful girls don't cry." Keisha said. I smiled and nodded.

"Nana!" She yelled as she saw my mother walk in. My mother just ran to her side and hugged her.

"Don't ever scare Nana like that again okay?" She said. Keisha nodded as my mother kissed her forehead.

"Mel! Come give me kiss kiss!" Keisha yelled as she reached for Jamel. He laughed and gave her a big hug and a kiss on her cheek. Everything was perfect now that I knew Keisha was okay. We stayed over night in the hospital with Keisha. I layed with her and played in her beautiful hair as she fell fast asleep.
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The next morning they released Keisha to go home. We got in the car and drove to our houses. We dropped my mother off next door and then went over to our house. I grabbed Keisha and Jamel got Adrian. I walked in the house and Keisha let my hand go and ran to her room. Jamel put Aiden in his crib and cut on his baby monitor. I slipped off my shoes and walked to the bathroom and got in the shower. I felt the water beat against my body as I stood there. I looked at my hand and saw my ring was still on I took it off and laid it on the bathroom sink and got back in the shower. I soon felt the warm embrace of Jamel's body pressed up against mine. I smirked a little and then he turned me around and lifted my chin to kiss me. Our lips met in the middle as he started to caress my body. He washed me and himself and we both got out the shower. We dried off and walked into the bedroom. Jamel closed the bedroom door and locked it. I climbed in the bed to lotion my body and Jamel just watched. I loved the way he looked at me. It kind of made me feel like I had butterflies in my stomach. I just smiled and stood up to get my clothes. Jamel came up behind me as I felt his friend poking me. He kissed on my neck which sent chills down my spine. I bit my lip and my back arched a little. He gripped my towel and removed it from around my body. I covered myself up and he smirked and turned me around to face him. He looked at my body and then me and began to bite his lip. That turned me on more. I just looked down and moved from by him and got my panties and bra. I put them on and made my way back to the bed. I got under the covers and turned off my lamp. I put my earphones in and listened to my music. Jamel climbed in the bed next to me. He turned off his lamp and took my earphones out my ears and pulled me to him. I put my leg over him and snuggled up under him. He kissed my forehead and spoke.

"I love you Taylor." Jamel said. I smiled.

"I love you too Jamel." I said as I snuggled closer to him. I was tired and I felt like I hadn't slept in days. I dozed off on Jamel's chest as he tightened his grip around me a little. This was how it was always suppose to be. I finally got the boy of my dreams.
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I woke up to the sound of Adrian crying. I looked at the clock and saw it was 9:35 pm. Jamel was still asleep so I got up and went to get Adrian. I changed his diaper and fed him. As I rocked him back to sleep I noticed Keisha in her bedroom. Her door was cracked open and she was saying her prayers.