Behind Broken Glass

That day, I made a decision. I knew I would either stick by it or regret it. Although, knowing this I know I had no choice. My feelings for him were too strong for me to ignore.

I loved my family, and him, I had feelings for him. I loved him too but, the passion wasn’t the same.

I miss my mother, of course I do. But yet nothing was strong enough to prevent what I wanted to do. One step was all it took to trap me from the rest of reality.

I didn’t doubt my choices then, and even now I know I did the right thing.

 I did, do the right thing, right? I didn’t only do it for me, I did it for him too, everything was perfect, and for once I could say that.

I wouldn’t change anything about my decision.  I mean I had everything I wanted right there, with him the man of my dreams, like it was handed out on a plate. One heavy guilt is left on my shoulders though, for someone I had to leave behind, a sacrifice.