My life is that perfect

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Naturally I love Jordan that's why I take every bullshit that he's given me he done cheated on me lie to me but my daughter Aria give me the strength to go on give me nothing but happiness Jordan was once the love of my life he was their for me when my mother kick me out and he took me in ever since then we been fucking around then he ask me to married him I accept being the fact that I had no where to go basically you can say I thought their was a way out until he started beating on me when ever he gets a chance he would beat me for the stupidest shit for example "last week he beat me because John he's Bestfriend come to the house and I ask him does he want something to satisfy he's thirst" man I got a beating of a lifetime because he felt like I pay more attention to he's Bestfriend then him he would apologize telling me that it's my fault that he hit me telling me I should just follow certain rules and maybe he would stop that would get me so upset that I would cry cry for help and a empty world were no one give a fuck about what happen to me and how I'm being treated so you see I did not married the man out of love I married him out of fear of what he would have don't to me if i had said  no or what he would have done to our daughter that was my fear
Diamond pov
How rude of me let me start by introducing myself my name is jullya Jackson but in the streets I go by diamond being the fact that I decide to married a drug dealer I needed a name to go by I'm 5"4  hair on my back kind of have a shape I have a caramel skin tone I master in business so you know I know my way around money I'm 23 and  I think theirs no more hope for me in life because of the bullshit I choose to put up with money is never a problem and our household but it's just the abuse some night he wouldn't come home I don't think he even care about our daughter being the fact that when I told him I was pregnant he told me to get an abortion but I decide to keep my little angle Aria she came in my life at the right time she's the reason why I'm not 6ft under all because she give me strength she show me that I'm capable of being love and that their is more to me then just some women whose good at laying on her back and satisfied a man of no heart.

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