An Electric Spark (Luson Fic)

Blame It All On Me

I don't really know about this chapter but yeah its more of a monologue i suppose. I know it is for the first paragraph.. I think Ride or Of Gods & Monsters by Lana Del Rey goes well with this chapter.. Its more dialogue and short but i hope you like it!(Or i can bribe you with food if you want) <3

Wait... Jason's staying over because he got kicked out for a week? Wait is this my fucking fault? I know all relationships are amazing because we have that other person but I don't want his life to be ruined because of me... I love him but I don't want his life falling apart because of me.. HOLD THE FUCK UP, my YouNow stream is meant to start in 5 minutes but i have Jason over... Will people get the actual right idea or not? I don't even care anymore because I think I'm seriously falling in love with him. Even if he did have a billion flaws, I would still fucking love him to the moon and back and its the same for my little marshmallows! They've done so much for me in the past and the future...

*An Hour After (as YouNow took up an hour with other people asking if we would do any more videos together and other things including #CutCakeNotWrists)*

Jason turned towards me, looked into my eyes with those subtle yet beautiful puppy like eyes and said,"Luke Cutforth, nothing can change how i feel about you.. Screw them all! When are they going to be in our relationship? All that I care about is that we can be together and that we both fucking love each other enough to make it work.." I stopped to cover up his gorgeous plump mouth with my sweaty hand and screamed, "WAIT, DID YOU JUST SAY YOU FUCKING LOVED ME?!" The bright haired beauty just rolled his eyes and did the pouty shut the fuck up look that he normally does when someone interrupts him... He delicately murmured, "Okay. Listen. Luke! I want this to develop further... I want a relationship and I'm falling in love with your quirky personality and perfect looks more and more by the days that we spend together!" I was speechless...

*A week later (during this time they filmed the Friendship tag with Emma as she meant a lot to them and they wanted her to be the first proper friend to know about their relationship)*

It was Sunday 21st of July.. I knew Jason's mum was going to call about the living arrangements so I thought that I would go food shopping for him and get him some haribos and skittles and some monster. I knew he loved them! When I arrived back home, i entered a dull looking room with the grand curtains drawn with a little fragile man sobbing down the phone.. I walked up to the electronic device and snatched it out of my lovely boyfriends hand... I ranted, "RIGHT HELLO JASONS MOTHER, THIS IS LUKE CUTFORTH ON THE REGARDS OF YOUR SON WHOS SOBBING IN THE CORNER BECAUSE OF YOU! I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR VIEWS ON HOMOSEXUALITY BUT WE ARE GOING TO SORT SOMETHING OUT! YOUR SON IS GAY GET OVER IT! NOTHING HAS CHANGED EXCEPT FOR HIM LIKING THE SAME SEX AS HIM. YOU NEED TO REALISE THAT LOVE CAN BRING ANYONE TOGETHER AND IF YOU CAN'T THEN YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO EVEN HAVE A SON THAT ADORES YOU. JASON CAN STAY WITH US UNTIL YOU SORT YOURSELF OUT AND ACCEPT THAT NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE. BYE YOU SELFISH HORRIBLE BITCH!"

Oh my god, Jasons living with me forever?...