Behind Closed Doors (N.H./L.T.)

Let me love you.

Hey, guys! So the update schedule isn't working so there's no schedule anymore.🙃🙃🙃 and if your confused about where Megan is. She's still at here mama's house.

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Megan's POV

I'm laying on my bed when my phone started to ring. Again. I don't even have to look to know that it's either Louis or Lynn. Why does everyone care now that I'm not around? I turned my phone off and went down stairs to get a drink of water. As I walked into the kitchen I heard the front door open.
"Honey?" I heard my moms voice call out.
"Yeah mom?" I yelled.
"Oh your in here. You cooking again?" She asked her voice full of curiosity.
"No, not today." I responded
"Oh. Well get ready we're going to the Malik's for dinner. Oh yeah! I got you a few things!" She said clapping her hands.
"You didn't have to." I said
"Oh don't be silly. It's my job to!" She said running to her car and coming back in with at least 20 bags of clothing. And they were from NICE stores.
"MOTHER!" I said pointing at the La Ve On Rose bag.
"What? You and Louis are going to get back together and I know you two are sexually active. So." She explained
"MOTHER! First off thank you. Second we never broke up. We're just fighting, or I don't know. And third how did you know that?" I ranted
"First your welcome second it's fighting. Your mad at him for freaking out, and he's upset that he upset you. And third I was kinda hoping you weren't but you proved me wrong. As long at your using protection. And it's not in my house." She said.
"Oh and I got this for you for tonight." She said pushing a bag closer to me. I pulled out a minion long sleeve shirt. I know Zayn will love this. I pulled out leather jacket and skirt. (Picture up top)
"Oh my god! Mom you did not! OMG! Thank you thank you thank you! EKK!" I freaked out. Like who wouldn't!
"Hahaha your welcome." She said.
"I'm going to go put this on and get ready for dinner."
I said running to my room.
"Wait! Bring these up while your going up there. I'll help you." She said pointing at the bags and picked up some.
"Yeah of course but I think it's going to take a few trips. Lol" I said and mom just laughed and nodded.
We went to my room and set the begs down in my bed.
"Like for realz. You didn't have to do this." I said changing
"Yeah. But I wanted to. Remember we would do something like this all the time. Ohhhh the good old days. And why the hell are you talking like your a rapper?"
"It's not a phase mom. It's my life!" I joked
"Oh how I missed your humour." She joked back.
"I get it from you...Okie. Get out I'm going to get ready you could too."
"Kk. Love you boo." She said
"Love you too." I laughed

I changed into my new outfit and started to curl my faded purple hair. Ugh I need to re-do this god damn hair. Once I finished my hair I unplugged my iPod from the wall where it was charging. If I'm going out I should have something to keep me occupied.
"MEGAN. HURRY UP WERE GOING TO BE LATE!" Mom yelled from her room. I bet she's not even dresses yet. Ugh mothers.
"Mom can I barrow a par of shoes?" I said walking into her room.
"I thought you would never ask. Yeah of course. There in my closest."
"K,thanks." I said and walked into her walk in closet. Omg. Why does she have some many pars of shoes? I was looking down at the rows of shoes till I stopped and looked at the best shoes I've ever seen. They were black heals but like, I don't even know how to explain them. They're just so cute. Ew I just said cute. But they are. I quickly put them on and looked in the mirror.  I kinda looked good. Minus the fact that my stomach looks like is going to pop out.
"Mom, we need to get going." I said leaving her room.
"K"

We arrived at Zayn's house a I don't think Zayn knew I was coming from the happy but surprised look on his face when he opened the front door.
" I didn't know you were coming! Come in, come in." Zayn said.
"Hey, Zayn. How's you?"
"Okay. You? "
"Could be better. But you know it is what it is." I said.
"Um...my moms in the kitchen. What to go to my room?"
"Um...sure." I said. He was there we I ran. I know he'll tell Louis where I am. FUCK! Why didn't I think of this earlier? God I'm so stupid. I walked into Zayn's room and sat on his bed like I have for the past 10 years. Zayn and I have this secret but awesome friendship. He always helps me when I need to talk about something or when he needs help with his homework he calls me up. Don't tell anyone but I'm kinda a nerd. All A's. Shhh it's a secret. (A.N That I'm a reject. sorry continue loves😘😘😘) anyways. I'm a nerd.
"So why did you come home?" Zayn asked sitting next to my on his bed.
"Um...I don't know. I just need to go somewhere that no one knows. You know like a get away." I laughed.
"You mean by no one you mean Louis and Lynn?" He asked. Fuck he's doing that thing again. The thing where he proves he knows me more then I know myself.
"Yeah I mean Louis and Lynn. Your not going to tell him I'm with my mom. Cause if he finds out then Harry will find out then Robin will find out then he'll-" I started to panic. Zayn pulled me into a hug.
"Shh. I know. I won't tell him. It's going to be okie." He was calming me down. Oh how I missed this.
I pulled away and said
"Zanie, can we go for a walk?"
"Yeah. To our spot?"
"Where else?" I joked
We walked down to the kitchen. "Yo, moms. We're going for a walk be back in 45. K?" Zayn told his mother. I love how close I am with his family.
"Make it 30. Dinners going to be ready soon." Trisha said.
"K" Zayn and I said together.
We walked side by side. I hope my make up isn't running. We walked through the the forest and into my favourite place. The abandoned church.
"So wanna tell me why you were so scared to tell Louis about you bulimia?" Zayn asked as he sat down in the sofa. I was about to start when I sat next to Zayn and cuddled into his chest.
"Well it's just. When I told Lynn she got all protective and annoying. I just didn't want that with Louis. I men yeah I know he cares. But he kinda flipped his shit. Which scared me. His voice was like a mirror of my dads, and I don't it just reminded me of when my mom told him to leave. I just feel like he's going to leave me."
At this point I'm crying into his chest and it's getting hard harder to breathe.
"Shh. Baby it's okie calm down. You have a right to feel this way. It's okie let it all out." Zayn whispered attempting to calm me down. It's kinda of work. Then what he did next surprised me. He started singing.
"Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man
Never worry bout
I'd be coming home
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman
Fistful of diamonds
Baby you're a star
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man
Never worry bout
I'd be coming home
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman
Fistful of diamonds
Baby you're a star
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
That good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be yeah" when he finished singing I already stopped crying and my breathing has gone back to normal.
"Zayn. That was beautiful. Thank you. Just 5 more minutes? " I said and places my head back on his chest
"We can stay here all day if you need it." He said
"Zayn?"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"For being you and always being there for me."
"Well, your welcome. But you know I'm always with you. In your heart.
Like Lillo and Stitch said. Ohana means family. And family means no body gets left behind."
"Or forgotten. I'm so glad we're friends. I don't know what I would do without you." I smiled.
"I thought I was your brother from another mother." Zayn joked.
"Right. Brain fart."
"Wanna start heading back? Dinner should be ready. You eat what ever your comfortable with.okie?" Zayn suggested.
"Sure. Let's go."

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Hey guys. Sorry for the wait. It was a long chapter. Love yaws😘😘😘