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"Really Ellie, because it looks like you fucking cut again," he says with tears in his bright blue eyes.
"Im sorry," I respond with fear in my voice. I didn't want him to be mad at me.
"A sorry can't fix this," he said, while picking up my fresh cuts and kissing them, he got blood all over his lips and I pulled away.
"Ew gross" I said.
"Yeah it is gross you're mutilating yourself," he looked at me, his bright blues glassing over.
I began to cry. When no one knew I was cutting myself. Life was so much easier. I didn't feel like I was hurting anyone but myself. Danny broke my train of thought by talking again.
"Why do you do that?" he gulps.
I feel my breath hitch in my throat. "It helps me keep control of the I way feel inside." "Promise you'll never do this again?" he asks.
"Promise," I say, hiding my two chubby fingers that are crossed behind my back.
Danny opened his arms and started walking towards me for a hug, I debated on whether I should walk away or just hug him, but before I made up my mind, his arms had already wrapped around my waist, engulfing me in a warm hug. His hands moved around my back in a circular motion, causing my legs to get weak. He is so sweet. His hug made me melt in his arms. But it ended too soon. He leg go of me and looked into my eyes, a tear slowly fell from his gorgeous blue eyes. I didn't know if it was tears of joy or sadness. We both went our separate ways. I went to my room, and I assume that Danny went to his.
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2 hours later
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I skipped dinner and watched American Horror Story for the rest of the night. I became tired an dozed off to sleep.
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I woke up to someone in my door way. It was Danny. "Can I sleep next to you? I had a bad dream." He was serious. I could hear his voice crack.
I didn't know what to think so I looked at the time and thought, why the hell not. He just looked so innocent and miserable.
He crawled into bed next to me and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I waited for a minute and removed his hands from me. I yawned and my eyes slowly drooped more and more.
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I woke up to Danny's arms around my waist. And I wasn't afraid. I was comfortable and relaxed with his presence. I got up and looked at him. He looked like an angel. He stirred in his sleep a bit and then he started to lighly snore. It was the cutest thing ever. No, Ellie. Stop. Don't trust boys. It just felt different though. Before I knew it Danny eyes slightly opened. He became aware of his surroundings and he smiled at me. "Good morning," he said in his gruff morning voice. He smiled at me.
I smiled back and I felt kind of confused. I began to have feelings for him but I didn't want to. I told myself that I would never get feelings for a boy. I felt like I was losing control of myself. Danny sat up and used his fists to rub his eyes. He looked around the room with his eyes squinted. He stood up and walked it of the room. I just stood there, staring at him. I stood in my room while he walked down the hallway. He peered back through my door way.
"Are you going to follow me?" He said smiling.
I nodded and started to walk in his direction. I followed him into the kitchen and I sat down. He began shuffling through the cupboards to look for food. He found a box of pancake mix and he gathered the rest of the ingredients. He easily made blueberry pancakes with eggs. He set a plate of pancakes in front of me and I gagged at the proportions. In front of me, he set two pancakes and about a half a cup of scrambled eggs. "This is too much," I said, pushing the undesirable calories away from me.
"It's a normal amount of food, Ellie," he said, getting suspicious.
"It just seems like too much, can I just eat a half of a pancake?" I said, batting my eyelashes at him.
He huffed in defeat, and cut one pancake in half for me and gave it to me.
"Thank you," I said, smiling.
"You're welcome," he smiled back.
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Self Harm ~ Danny Edge Fanfiction (discontinued)
Fanfiction"Why do you do that?" he gulps. I feel my breath hitch in my throat. "It helps me keep control of the I way feel inside." "Promise you'll never do this again?" he asks. "Promise," I say, hiding my two chubby fingers that are crossed behind my back...
