The Sacred letters {Larry Stylinson}

The Beggining

HARRY'S POV

It was a normal Tuesday ,I was cooking dinner and Louis was listening to the radio ,when it was talking about the upcoming World War ,that men under the age of 21-30 were acceptable to fight ,my heart dropped in my chest as Louis looked up at me in concern .

"Lou,your 21 " I worriedly said as Louis sighed

"I know babe but I probably won't get picked " Louis said as he got up from the coach to hug me ,I knew he was just as worried as I was and all of a sudden I felt sick when I saw outside the mailman putting our mail in the mail box.

"I'll go get the mail" I said taking a deep breath as Louis let go of me and nodded as he sat back down on the coach ,and turned up the radio.I walked outside and the October breeze hit my face , I opened up the mail box and brought out a hand full of mail ,probably bills and more bills I thought to myself ,but one letter stood out .It was red and it said in the corner

'The British Army' but the thing that made me so sick was who it was untitled to 'Louis Tomlinson' I felt my breathing stopped and I felt light headed as I rushed back inside of the house and slammed the door behind me,Louis looked back at me startled by the noise and he had a look on his face as though he knew already what this was about .

"Babe ,what's wrong ?" Louis sighed as my eyes started to tear up and Louis took me in for a big hug but still this didn't make me fill any better ,I handed Louis the red envelope and Louis took it as he frowned and threw it on the coach and held me as I wept uncontrollably .

"Babe it's ok stop crying cause it hurts me to see you cry" Louis pleaded

"Yea and it hurts me to see you leave" Harry hesitated to say after crying so hard

"Love, I'm gonna make it and ill send letters to you everyday ok Hun ?" Louis said as he gently grabbed my chin and pulled my head up to look at him .

"You promise you'll send them everyday ?" I sniffled as I wiped away the tears that were rolling down my pale cheeks

"I promise love " Louis smiled as he pressed his soft pale lips on my plumb pink swollen lips and then he pulled away as he smiled up at me and I gave him a smile but deep inside I knew he wasn't gonna make it and it scarred me cause I wanted him to stay and I wanted him to be with me forever but if he left I would never get to see him again and I felt more ill than I did when I first saw the red envelope .

I headed towards the bathroom and immediately went to the toilet and threw up

I just stood there for awhile letting my curls fall into my face as I leaned over the toilet I couldn't stop thinking about the War I wished it would just go away and I wish we could ignore it but we couldn't and I felt depressed now ,'Why' just kept going through my head as I started throwing up again ,until I felt a warm hand on my back.

"Babe are you okay ?" The short boy said as he held my curls back and I couldn't answer I just kept throwing up I don't know what was happening to me but I couldn't stop throwing up and I felt my throat getting sore every-time I did and it was the worse feeling ever .

"I-I don't th-ink soo.." I stumbled on saying as my eyes were watering up a storm and I felt Louis rubbing up and down my back .

"Ok baby do you think your gonna throw up again ? " Louis asked

"I'm not sure" I replied my voice very low and yes I definetly sounded sick

"Well let's get you on the coach baby " Louis said as he grabbed my waist and

took me to the coach ,and then he sat next to me as he placed his hand on my forehead to check my temperature

"O baby your very hot " Louis said and I sighed as I crossed my hands over my chest as I closed my eyes very tightly ,hoping it was all a very bad dream that when I opened my eyes it would all go away and no one was gonna take my Lou away from me ,but I opened my eyes and it wasn't a dream and Louis was looking at me in concern with his beautiful blue eyes starring at me and I could almost see the fear in his eyes and it was upsetting me cause I didn't want to see my Lou scarred I wanted to see him happy but I knew it wasn't gonna happen

"Lou,please stay please don't go away I won't be able to cope if you go and if you die in the war I don't know what ill do ,Lou please don't leave I'm begging you babe please " I said starting to cry as I lied my head on his chest and I felt Louis rubbing his fingers through my laid back curls and I sighed as he was quiet for awhile as though to say 'he was sorry but he had to go ' and it broke my heart .

"Lou ?" I questioned and Louis sighed

"Babe I'm gonna have to go I can't just stay when they ordered me to go I would be braking the law I'm so sorry love but like I told you i'll send you letters everyday ok love ?" Louis said looking down at me as he stroked my cheeks with his hands and I lied my hands on his as I started weeping uncontrollable again .

"Ok b-u-t I d-o-n-t " I tried saying

"Babe stop worrying I'm gonna be fine love " Louis cut me off and kissed my forehead as I started sniffling and he lied his head on my head .I felt so sick and I didn't know what to do cause I couldn't help but cry I didn't want my Lou going away I had a bad feeling and I was hoping it was just nervousness but it felt more than that...

I knew I wasn't gonna get to see my Lou again and it was making me sick and I knew I wasn't gonna recover...