100 letters to depression

100 letters to depression

#1:

Dear depression ,

Dude

It's scary how you turned off the lights

It's even scarier how you made me think I was pathetic.

It's sad to see myself and feel disgusting

You made me feel this way

You made me feel this pain

You made me cry

You made me become invisible

You made my life a living hell

You took my heart and dug it up in hell somewhere

And

Me?

I let

You

I brought you

I let you lead me to the darkness

I'm the only one to blame

I let you make my days cloudy

I let you call me names

I let you haunt me every night

I let you fuck with my head

I let you win one too many times

From the pills

To the knifes

And even that 25 story building

I let you take my hand and run blades across my skin

I let you

I let you take a rope around my neck

You promised happiness after death

I let you win then and you win

Once again...

Sincerely ,

Shadows

#2:

Dear depression

You where like a cloud

A big gray cloud

You kept pouring

Almost like a water fall

You threw down big chunks

Of things I've never seen

Now

When I close my eyes

I see blood

I feel pain

That's what you dropped from the sky

Your a dark gray cloud

And you follow me everywhere

You follow me in my dreams

You follow me in my mind

Your like a black whole you sucked me in

You made me feel nothing

You showed me the worst way to feel something

I hate how you sucked up all hopes of seeing any joy or happiness

But most of all I hate who you've made me become.

-sincerely ,

The invisible kid