19th January 2016
Dear Diary,
' all it takes is faith and trust' -Peter Pan
I find it kinda fun how so many books and movies have so many great inspiring quotes in them but that's not what I'm talking about. I'm currently sat in bed at 1in the morning unable to sleep. Why? Because I kinda feel like I'm a bad friend. I know I'm being stupid but it's got me thinking. Two of my friends have fallen out and I don't know how I can help because both have valid reasons for their situation, one has a boyfriend who bullies her friend but she doesn't do anything about it. However certain people say, she doesn't stick up for her friend much. Also I've had too many friends on the verge of crying yet I don't realise cause I'm obviously too stupid. So what if my theories are true?
Well, I'm just gonna have to deal with it. Sometimes I find tar falling out with certain people, only brings you closer. Take Bluebell for instance, we joke together about random things constantly know and we are nearly always seen laughing if we're together. If you're reading this. Thrust, ball bearing, accelerates, body a and body b. She'll understand .
Kyu aka the funny guy from the last chapter, he knows things about me that I'm too scared to tell anyone else about because I don't know how they'll react. Basically, one minute I'll be happy, then I'll be extremely mad for no apparent reason. It scares me, and he knows it happens and whenever it does, he doesn't care what I said to him three minutes before he helps me and just as Peter Pan said, maybe all it takes is faith and trust in your friends to get you through tough times.
So, what am I gonna do.
A. Hug people, apparently it one thing I'm good at. I'm gonna try and help people get back to normal and sort things out because it's kinda weird seeing two best friends hate each other.
B. Check Rose is ok. She fell off her horse the other day and wasn't at school but she's not been overly well after the accident so I just want to make sure that she's alright.
C. Continue making jokes about certain people who will not be named because it's mine and Bluebells thing.
D. Talk to others about what's going on in my life because I have to trust them to understand, not to freak out. They've helped me before and I'm sure they'll help again.
E. Listen to Fall out boy and The Vamps on repeat cause they are cool and people get annoyed when I get songs stuck in their head cause I sing them. Mwahahah. I'm evil.
I shouldn't get hung up over these little things and should just realise what's happening and change it for the better. Hopefully everything will work out in the end.
From Hannah x
Ps, I was thinking about doing another quotes chapter, what do you think?
