Hi, I am not planning on telling you my name so just call me "M". Short for Marie, Maria, Mica, Em, Emma or whatever. I do not know how to handle this feeling, so I guess I'll just write it here in Wattpad. This story, or whatever you call it, may or may not be based on the real life events.
It started when I was in grade 8. I was thirteen years old; it was too young for me. I can't even remember how it all started, but I remember that we had our first real conversation (by real I mean we talked about something serious other than school).
He sat beside me then told me that he has a crush on my friend. At first, I was like idc, idgaf, go away, but when he started doodling his crush on her notebook, I was amazed. I did not know that boys do that hahhahha. We talked that afternoon while waiting for my service. Unfortunately, I do not have a phone way back then so we didn't get a chance to text each other. So what I did is that I go online that night, and he's the one who started our convo.
I was so overwhelmed by the feeling, and I do not know why. Maybe it was because he is a guy and I am a girl, and we consider each other as friends. He was my first guy friend.
I'm always late in school, like always. Even on Mondays and our Flag Raising Ceremony, I am late (until now actually). But he, let us call him John, (thats the best i can think of, Im sorry help meh) always reserved a chair for me in our chemistry class. Isn't that sweet? Isn't that too much for a 'friend'? hahahaha but i like it.
I remember (i do not want to spoil you but sometimes i think, does he even remember our so-called relationship? :(() there was a time when I was ten minutes, or more, late then he reserved me a seat and one of my classmates, who is not even late, is standing because of me. I felt bad for my classmate, and whenever i remember that we are always secretly talking in our chem class, I feel worse loljk.
I realized that i like him two months after. I was in friend zone at that time, and I hate it.
Oh. I need to go. I'll be back. Just wait for me.
-M
