Hansol paced along the length of his room.
Should he call him?
Would it be smart to?
He stopped before his mirror, fixing his hair and biting his lip anxiously until it bled, the tangy taste coating his tongue. His eyes landed on his phone through the mirror, and his fidgeting started up again.
Should he...?
He should.
Hansol turned to pick up his phone, ready to dial when he got an incoming call.
With shaky fingers, he accepted the call.
"..."
There was a pause on both ends when, "Hansol?"
--THREE MONTHS PRIOR--
"Oh, my god."
"Hm?"
"I like him."
"Duh."
Hansol stared vacantly at his hands, dumbfounded. He liked his roommate, his friend, his male friend.
"Seungkwan! I like him!" Hansol screeched, "Oh my god, what do I do?!"
"You tell him, obviously." A pause, "And try to win him over." Was added as an after thought
Seungkwan leaned his head back to see Hansol freaking out, running his hands through his hair every second.
"That doesn't work for everyone, Seungkwan." Hansol stopped in front of his mirror, looking at himself. He had always liked girls, always. He never found himself romantically or sexually attracted to another guy before, but then he came into the picture and everything changed.
"Am I gay?"
That made Seungkwan burst out laughing, face getting red and tears gathering in the corners of his eyes.
"Seungkwan!"
"Gay? No!" Seungkwan hiccupped through his laughter, "You're as straight as they come. You just happen to be attracted to a guy. There's nothing wrong with that."
Hansol frowned, "So, is he like an exception then?"
"Yeah, you can't decide who you love."
"I don't love him!"
"Lies."
"I do not!"
"Do too!"
"Do not!"
"Do too! You've liked him since he moved in!"
Hansol spluttered, hands flying about in frustration. He huffed, pressing his back against the wall and sliding down until he was sitting on the cold floor.
"Liking isn't the same as being in love with someone."
"Even if you're not in love with him, you do love him. Even if it's in a platonic way." Seungkwan hummed, laying down on Hansol's bed.
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Good Idea × [SoonSol]
FanfictionHansol really, really, really likes his roommate, but he doesn't know what to do about it (or how to deal with it), so he runs away. (then it all comes back to bite him in the ass.)