I have no feelings. I never did. The only thing i feel is pain. But everything changed, when i met him.
My beloved Senpai*. He drives me crazy in a good way.
But now...
Other people are trying to steal him from me.
This taught me two other emotions: rage and jealousy.They want him, but not in the same way i want him. They would not appreciate him like i would. They don't deserve him.
Nobody does... Except for me.
I don't care who i have to hurt.
I don't care who i have to kill.
I don't care who's blood i have to spill.
Senpai will be mine.......he doesn't have a choice.
*= Someone more important to you than anyone else.