Hi.... I'm Daniel...I don't want to be here like this anymore. I don't want to be Daniel, I want to be Danielle. I just don't want to be bullied and judged for being a transgender. I'm just not happy with my body. I want to be comfortable in my own skin. The only way that will happen if I'm Danielle.
I asked my mom if she would accept me as Danielle. She just yelled at me for hours. She said "I would never accept you ever if you were transgender, gay, etc. I would disown you and say you aren't my son. I would hate you and never love you again." After that I just walked away. I went to my room and cried and cried and cried for hours. (About 6)
That night, I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I didn't fall asleep until 5AM. I told my mom about wanting be Danielle at 11PM. Now that tells you how long I cried. A total of 6 hours. When I feel asleep thing didn't get any better....
Once I feel asleep I went into a dark place. I had the worst nightmare in the world!! I was in a place in between hell and heaven. I was in a place where I had to see how and why I died. I was actually murdered. I had to find out who murdered me and why. I was in a place where it was pitch back and I had to find a flash light. Once I found the flashlight my mom grabbed my hand and said "I will never accept you!" Then she through me into a ditch. I felt like I was falling. I then woke up to my sister shaking me saying "DONT DIE ON ME!!!"
It felt like I was dying.......
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RandomThis one girl wants to be a boy. She has been bullied, stressed, depressed, and gay for years. He wants to put all of this behind him. From what he knows. The past can hurt, he will rather run from it or learn from it......
