(this book has a lot of swares and alot of romance scenes)
chapter 1: well if it was the last time i could remember i was about 6 when this happened. yes it was me grace Jennings. the out sider who always got picked on by Matthew nocks. it was in first grade on the first day of school my mother yelled "grace its time to go to school." i wasn't that thrilled about going to school but if i didn't go to school my mother would send me away to military school. at that age i really don't know why but if i had to go i knew it was for the best. as i sat down on my bed looking like i rather go to hell or ball my eyes i knew i had to go. so i got dressed and i went down stairs to have breakfast. my mom looked at me like i had 5 thousand heads and said "um Hun are you alright?" then i looked at her as if she didn't know why i didn't want to go to school and said "well maybe you will remember what happened last year in kindergarten i got bullied but that stupid Matthew nocks." then she told me not to use the word stupid and to use an i feel statement in stead. then i rolled my eyes and said "well that was pretty mean." and she said "well you'll get over it soon I'm sure." then my bus arrived and i said bye and she didn't say a word Probably because she took my in put as an insult. the when i got on the bus i sat down in the first seat where no one would dare to bother me because apparently i was not one of the cool kids. then i thought to my self "what a load of shit." i mean even though i was 6 it doesn't mean that you cant say swears in your head. i mean for a 6 year old i was pretty smart but my mom didn't think so. when i arrived at school everyone looked at me as if somebody through a pie at my face because then that look suddenly turned into laughter. i dont know why people were laughing but then my friend Becky said to me "the reason why people are laughing is that someone got into you face book acount and saw really embarrassing photos of you when you were little and............" i cut her off and said "no please dont talk about it hear if other people hear all they are going to do is laugh even harder than they did before." at that point the expression on my face turned into tears and i said with a sobbing voice "why dose everyone have to be so mean to me hi the only people that wont laugh at me and make fun of me is you and my other friends." she looked at me like she was really sorry for what i had to go through and said "well at least im in every one of your classes so if you start crying again at least im there for you." then she gave me a hug and she said "well now that you have me for the rest of the day lets go to class and try to have a good day." then she started walking and i stopped her and said "thanks but how can we have a good day when im still sobbing and trying to get those STUPID kids off my chest?" well then she said "well i really dont know but we can at least try and to make the best of it." then i felt better and said "thanks for cheering me up but..........." apparently i got cut off by a teacher and she said "would you like to go to the office for calling the kids stupid." i looked at her and said " who told you and i was doing that beacuse i was upset and angry for the kids laughing at me and making fun of me." then she said "a little birdy told me because some one heard you call the kids stupid and just because you were angry and upset doesn't give you the right to call those kids stupid now do you understand me or do i have to explain it more?" i looked at her and said "the kids arent the only thing that is stupid." she looked at me in a look that said how could you say such a thing to an adult. but out side of her look she said "thats IT i had a enough of you now the principal can go from here." she added "oh and your mother will know about this as well." i rolled my eyes and said "oh great here we go." then my friend said "im really sorry this had to happen to you when you come out talk to me about the situation." then i guess she didnt know the teacher was there because she said "um young ladie i think that will not be happening because im going to make sure you two dont see each other for a while is that clear?" then becky said in a low voice with a sigh "understood" then my teacher walked me down to the office and said "wait here i will go talk to to principal about what you did." then i stopped her and said "well shouldnt i talk to the principal?" then she looked at me sternly and said in a loud voice "SIT DOWN NOW." then i thought "gosh there no reason to yell at 6 year old. And it wasnt even my fuckin fault it was the damb kids that got me in all this trouble." even i didn't know why was swearing i mean at this point i was pretty calm. the next thing i new there was the principal and the teacher by next to each other the i thought "why..............if they were a couple no one would want to be their daughter or son. I know that for a fact." as i waited in the office and while the teacher was yelling and me for what i did or i should say the damb kids did someone came into the office and and sat down next to me. he said hi and my teacher stopped yelling at me and said "well well well what do we have here. oh that's right I'm guessing one trouble maker and another student that is going to be i trouble if he doesn't keep his mouth shut." then i thought to my self "how do you he's not in trouble bitch." then i told my self to shut up because i was only 6 and apparently i couldnt say those words to myself or to other people.
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ten years later...........
well now that i am 15 i can now do what ever the hell i want. my mom moved away because of me and also because she didnt want to ever see my dads face again. now im all alone in this house and i was thinking about living with my friend becky who happens to be 15 also. we just cant wait to drive either. so this is what i did...............i called her up and said "hey girl how do u feel if i asked if i can move in with you?" then she didnt sound surprised she just said "why.......of course you can bff." then i said "um why are you talking like you dont want me over there its only for a few months until i find my own apartment building." then there was a ding dong at my door and it was my boyfriend. then i said to becky "well girl my guy just arrived so i will call u in a maybe two to three hours. ok bye girl." then i hung up and my boyfriend said "so baby what do you want to do now." well then he sat really close to me and he put his hand on my arm and i said "let me go shut the lights off if thats ok with you." he gestures to me and said "go baby do what you want to do." then i shut the lights off and we could only see our silowet and then i could here him and me breathing hard and the next thing i knew he took his shirt off so i could see his sexy abs. then that gave me a signal to take my shirt off so only my bra was showing then he held my chin and said "oh yeah baby kiss me." so i did then i started moaning because while we were kissing he touched my lower part of my area and he said "fuck yeah baby dose that feel wonderful." i moaned again and said "oh more baby more..........." just then the phone rang and i tried to pick it up so when my guy let go of me i picked up the phone and answered it. then i said in shock "oh my fucking god." then he said "what..........who is it babe?" then i said it was my mother and he just stared at me and said "ok so let me get this straight your fucking mother called and hasnt said a word to you in all of these years then why would she be talking to you now." then i said to my mom "hey look mom what ever you want just dont come to me crying and say oh my gosh sweetheart i was so wrong of you in those last ten years i feel so fucking bad." the now i was angry and said "YOU HAVE TREATED ME FOR THE LAST TEN YEARS LIKE I WAS SOME SORT OF PIECE OF SHIT WELL NOW ITS YOUR TURN DUM ASS BITCH. then i hung up and said "I'm going to bed."
