Metanoia ||:c.g

Ch1.

  I wake up in my bed at the exact same time as I did yesterday ,the week before that and so on .

7:30

I get up , my clothes on the right of me On my little bed side Table .

The foster care family  only gave me
a bed and a bed side table for my now room .

I'm not complaining .
Better than what I had .
I reach for my clothes .

My watch lays on top of my under shirt for my Flannel .

My pants are folded under neath .

I pull my pajamas off .
The cold air from my fan stings my skin.
Making me jump .

I pull my under shirt on quick tucking it in my pants . I button my flannel on top of it .

I pull my pants up and zipping up the zipper and buttoning the button .

I look for my white socks . I quickly find them in my white converse shoes .
I put on my socks and pull up my shoes .
My red bag is on the left making me bend over picking it up .

I look inside to grab my make up at the bottom of my bag .

I put on a lil makeup to make me feel confident to help me last the day .
I throw my back pack on my back .

8:00  my watch reads .

It's time for my breakfast.

I go to the foster 'parents ' kitchen.

I pick up the fruit bar the lays on the table .

I sit down and get out my note book for science and I do the homework I didn't do last night as I eat the fruits bar .

The strawberry taste is strong making me want to throw it away but if I do I want have anything to eat until lunch .

I finally finish my Fruit bar and I close my note book and I stuff my pencil and my note book in my bag .

I get up and throw away my raper and leave to catch the bus .

I check my watch again
8:10

My bus rides up and opens its doors for me to walk up the steps and sit down .

As I do that I fake a smile at the friendly bus driver I again forgot his name .

I don't bother to make friends or learn names I'm just going to leave again .

I sit by myself by the window . I put my bag next to me so nobody could sit by me .

Like anybody wanted to sit by the
'Depressed ' girl  is what they call me .
I don't deny it .
But I don't say if I am or not .
I don't really care.

The bus shows up at school .

I take my I  phone out (  witch I bought for myself )
I read the screen

8:40

I sign . I only have 5 minutes to get to my locker and my first class.