i continue to picture myself in hell were no one is near the way i think its not that clear the voices in my head keep telling me to go near the tunnel were there is no light nothing but darkness, pain and fear i watch my self as a little kid playing laughing having a good ol time with my friends but as i grew my soul got dark trying to free myself from a misrable heart wanting to get out and never go back lust, pain,alchohal and drugs oh how i love to feel that feeling no real love never entered my body is trapped in a unforgiving living yes i want this feeling to go away oh how i fight it every single day trying to hold back all my anger fearing that it will never be the same that little innocent girl that you knew went far far away but im trying to get her back i pray that she comes back one day
