Alone In The Dark (FanFic Nathan Sykes)

Chapter 27

Hello my fellow followers and reader! Happy New Year and I am so sorry for the lack of updates I Know! I know! I'm a shitty ass writer! I'm sorry but finals are coming up and my school is being a bitch about it! Anyhow thank you for sticking around and waiting patiently! I love you all for that. Now onto the chapter!

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You don't belong in this world" he spat, taking the knife and digging it deeper into my throat, blood coming out slightly, choking me. I couldn't breath, I couldn't think, the man on top of me, his green eyes slicing into mine.

"It's your fault your parents died. It's your fault Nathan doesn't love you. It's your fault they show you pity. It's you fault Victor only knows you by a monster who killed his parents"

It's an illusion, it's not real, I say to myself but it doesn't feel like it, I'm trapped in my own mind, I'm trapped in my own thoughts, I'm trapped.  I scream, tears pouring out of my eyes and down my cheeks, the man on top of me laughs and presses the knife deeper, causing my screams to become muffled. "No one can hear you. No one can save you"

Laughing and taking the tip of the knife on the center of my throat he looked me in the eye "Goodbye. Lizbeth" he said before slicing my throat.

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"Liz!"

"Liz!"

I blink rapidly and look up at the person calling my name, my ears rang and my face was wet, my throat felt like sand paper and my feet felt like jello. Not being able to hold onto my weight any longer, I fell to the ground but felt strong arms wrap around my body, capturing me and pulling me into their chest.

"Goodbye. Lizbeth" he said before slicing my throat

I screamed and tried escaping from the persons grip, but the person holding me gripped me tighter which only caused me to slash and fight harder. 'Need to escape' I thought to myself.

"She's having a panic attack!"

I screamed louder, my vision blurring and my body becoming numb. I couldn't take it anymore, the guilt, the pity, everything.

"Goodbye. Lizbeth"

My chest felt on fire, my head felt like it was about to explode, thoughts and memories flashed in and out of my mind causing me to scream and cry louder.

Then everything went black.

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"She's stable. It seems this wasn't her first panic. We will be releasing her in a day but we will be keeping her on suicide watch"

"Alright. Thank you, Doctor" a familiar voice says.

I open my eyes but close them slightly and hiss from the bright light burning my eyes. I open them again and readjust to the brightness of the room. Groaning and holding my head I look around to see Toby and surprisingly Nathan. They both are completely oblivious that I'm awake, Nathan is checking his phone while Toby is sitting on a chair with his eyes closed.

I look down at my hands and see them bandaged, in affect of not being able to see my scars I start scratching; I don't mean to do it, it's just a habit. "Stop" a quiet voice says from above me, I look up and see both of the boys look at me with disappointing and worrying looks. Toby has a frown on his face and Nathan gives out a frustrating sigh.

"I'm sorry. Habit" looking down and biting my lip, I can't help but shrink back upon their gazes. I never liked being looked at, it always gave me the feeling people where or are judging me and probably thinking how disgusting of a person I am. "Don't apologies, love" Nathan's soft and sweet voice comes out. "How long have I been out?" I ask.

Both boys look at each other before any of them speak up "Two and a half days. You had a panic attack and it took a really big pull on you" Toby says grabbing my hand and squeezing it reassuringly. I nod back in reassurance and close my eyes shut, thinking about my panic attack, it wasn't the first one I had, in fact I had many, the fear and terror of overthinking and all that weight on your shoulders and having the horrible fear of thinking that nothing is right with you, that you are nothing but complete trash; but fear becomes reality.

But I've never had one this big, yes a couple that made me feel like I was being tortured and dying at the same time both horrifying but never big. The thought of Klaus just shattered me, the thought that he could kill me if he wanted to, the thought of believing that I wasn't safe even when I was told I was scared the living out of me.

"He won't hurt you. That piece of shit won't get to you. I won't let you get hurt" Toby smiled at me and kissed my forehead, I smiled back in Union. "You have more visitors" says a nurse, who would visit me? The guys are too busy with their careers to even visit but other than that no one.

"You look like shit"

"Liz!"

My eyes widen and my mouth gales open.

"Stephanie, Victor...?"

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