Here it comes again
The pain is caving in
The knife has broke the skin
And I can feel the beast within
It's trying to get out
Clawing at my soul
Tearing shit apart
Killing me is the goal
So far the beast has won
Devouring all it can
Creeping just beneath the skin
All is going according to plan
Jagged teeth and scissor claws
Sharpened just for me
Piece by piece, it takes me in
I wasn't meant to be
I open my eyes to blood
A mass of red dripping down my arm
Not again, I cried
Again, I'm lost to self-harm
The beast has been silenced
It lurks back to its cave
The thirst has been quenched
Blood is what I gave
Staring at my work
I fall back on my bed
Tears escape my eyes
The beast has been fed
Another night of being lost
More pain is yet to come
I question my life
I question what I have become
Time to take more pills
I really need to sleep
Of course sleep never comes
So instead I continue to weep
My tears fall down my face
Why do I try so hard?
I should just let the beast win
Let down all of my guard
Tomorrow is another day
Maybe it's the day I die
Let the battle begin
It's time to say goodbye
