Changed For Me

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"Bitch you ugly!"

"Hoe!"

"Nobody likes you!"

"Why not just die?! Ain't nobody gon miss you!"

The words echoed in my ears. I was going to end this. Right here, right now. I went to my bathroom and closed the door. I turned on the pipe to my bathtub, and got in when the water filled up halfway. Nobody was home yet. I turned on my phone and blasted Born Sinner by J. Cole.

I lay in the bathtub for about 3 minutes until I decided to end it all. I grabbed my phone and went to my Facebook. I made a status.

"You will all soon regret all the hate you all are targeting towards me. Soon. Don't worry. It's summer. The time for changes, and things surely will change. Goodbye haters, I hope you all are soon filled with regret."

I went to the settings, and clicked 'Deactivate Facebook'.

Ha, y'all thought I was finna kill myself? Nooo. I got a purpose on this Earth! Everybody does! I'm just deleting all evidence of me - including my Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Tumblr, everything - for two months until school starts back August 18, 2016. I will be entering the 11th grade. And I, Sanaa Harris, will be, Changed For Me.

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