"Bitch you ugly!"
"Hoe!"
"Nobody likes you!"
"Why not just die?! Ain't nobody gon miss you!"
The words echoed in my ears. I was going to end this. Right here, right now. I went to my bathroom and closed the door. I turned on the pipe to my bathtub, and got in when the water filled up halfway. Nobody was home yet. I turned on my phone and blasted Born Sinner by J. Cole.
I lay in the bathtub for about 3 minutes until I decided to end it all. I grabbed my phone and went to my Facebook. I made a status.
"You will all soon regret all the hate you all are targeting towards me. Soon. Don't worry. It's summer. The time for changes, and things surely will change. Goodbye haters, I hope you all are soon filled with regret."
I went to the settings, and clicked 'Deactivate Facebook'.
Ha, y'all thought I was finna kill myself? Nooo. I got a purpose on this Earth! Everybody does! I'm just deleting all evidence of me - including my Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Tumblr, everything - for two months until school starts back August 18, 2016. I will be entering the 11th grade. And I, Sanaa Harris, will be, Changed For Me.
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Changed For Me (Mindless Behavior & Jhene Aiko)
FanfictionWhat happens when a girl who has been bullied her whole life suddenly changes her entire appearance over the course of two months? Will she change for her? Or lose sight of herself?