Chapter 1- the beginning.
I knew I loved you before I met you. - savage garden.
November 18 of 2010 yes I still remember the exact date i ran into him. Camo shirt, camo hat, light jeans, boots. He was skinny but stocky and the same time, short though, his hair was sandy, his eyes were blue when I looked at them I could see something missing. Something I wanted to fill. His lips were made so defined with this crooked smirk. He was soft. Gorgeous. He wasn't to too many people but to me no one compared. When I seen him that day my mind went back to about a year before
**flashback**
Santa switch 09' I really didn't want to go but my best friends begged me so I went I wore a white and black sparkled dress with butterflies it was so cute. I must say I looked good that night. I arrived with my friends and I was dancing when all of a sudden the guy came up to me asked me to dance he was HOT! He had all black on black shirt black pants he also had on a black and white pin stripped fedora &&&& that was it. I had to say yes. The problem was me and my ex were still talking and didn't know what to do but I wasn't thinking of that the moment all I was thinking of was that moment and he could man could he dance and at the end he gave me his smirk that I spoke of earlier and tried to kiss me. I turned my head. I didn't want to but I didn't know about me and cameron. Well me and my ex did end up breaking so I talked to this boy until one day I walked in the class room and a girl says "his name" just told me I had a great butt. I mean how could he?! So I stopped I lost all connection with him and believed that girl. Oh man I was stupid.
**Now**
My best friend was with me. She knew I had just had my heart broken so I was taking it easy with guys but, when I saw him there was just this bolt of electricity! I had spilt ny-quil in my purse. I am so ridiculous. So I had to buy a new then he started walking my way. I hadn't noticed it was him at first. But then I knew. Oh my gosh! I said as I walked towards him. How have you been? I squealed. He said fine we talked a little he gave me a hug and said bye. He walked away. After that I couldn't quit thinking of him I thought sure he'd left till he came back by! I ran for him something told me I had to! Hi! I said are you going to Santa Switch again this year he looked at me and looked down and smiled and said I may. I couldn't help but grin ear to ear. He knew I wanted to go with him. So he gave me his number. First he did was text me. We talked all night long. One thing he said was I want to go into the marines. I thought oh no. So I replied what if you found someone you'd stay here for. He said if fell in love I wouldn't go. I know I was thinking of myself but I really liked him. I knew it'd be very easy to fall in love with him. And that really scared me.
