My Chance Is Gone

Here I am in high school now. I feel that I'm aging too fast. In my mind I think " Life is to short ". I'm so exited my first day of high school ! "Have a great day!" mom says. As I walk out the door to get on the bus. I think "I finally get to see her". After the whole three months of summer vacation I finally get to see the girl of my dreams. Her name is Maggie. I remember every day when i was in middle school. I would come home from school waiting to go back just so I could see her face. As I get on the bus to school. I see faces that I've seen in middle school. No one that I've never seen before. "I guess this is going to be a good year for me" I said to myself. On the way I think about hearing her voice again and starring into her pretty brown eyes. I get off the bus and I see my friend Taylor. "Hey Cody!" she says. I give her a fast hug and I anxiously walk away. I walk up to the main entrance door and I see her. She waves to me, we'll I thought she was. But some other guy with a slick buzzed cut ran up to her and gave her a kiss. I stood there in shock. She glanced over at me with a face of sorrow. I walked away crying like no other. "Worst day ever!" I screamed real loud.

So half of my day went by. It was in the middle of 3rd period and I needed to go to the bathroom. I walked out the class room. I was half way up the stairs and as I turn the corner, As I looked up Maggie was standing directly in front of me. Breathlessly I say hi as I stare into her eyes. "Hey, How was your summer?" she said shakily. "Fine" I said, Walking away Rudely with tears in my eyes.

I got back to the classroom. The teacher ask me what took so long, as I ignored him I

sat in my assigned seat. I started to tear up again. The bell rang as it was time for lunch.

I put my belongings in my locker and went to lunch. I got there early so there was no line. I got my lunch and sat down. I didn't really feel like eating. But I feel like someone just took a bite of my heart. I glanced around looking. I saw Maggie again sitting with the same guy I saw her with this morning. They were cuddling and holding hands. They weren't eating but the boy was eating at her tongue. I sat there starting to cry again. Lunch was over and I got through the last 2 periods. The bell rang to go home. I got on the bus. Sitting there feeling like someone took my heart out of my chest. I got home, I walked through the door. My mom asked me how my day was. Just like my teacher, I ignored her and went to my room. I raged I threw everything off my shelves and made my room look disastrous. I sad down and I sat on my computer. I calmed down. One thing I wanted to know. Is who is this boy.

Chris. His name is Chris. I let her go. I gave it up. I have no chance. Why did I want to wait so long to ask her out. My chance is gone.