Every Rose Has It's Thorn

Chapter 59

*Time lapse~ one month*

Yay! June! Swim season! Also 5 months! I didn't like that I was getting fatter but it was my baby so this made me feel better about my weight. The morning sickness went down a lot. I barely throw up anymore.

Just a lot of hot flashes and back pains!

But the downside of not knowing about my pregnancy: I drank. That's not safe at all. I mean it was only one day, and it wasn't even a whole bottle. Not even half. Important thing is, I don't ever plan on doing it again. Also, a month of awkward eye contact with Andy. God, he's such a child!

I'm not going to let him bother me right now. I just can't wait to get into the pool. I also called Cassie to come over so I'm not all alone.

Anyway, I hopped up and grabbed my bathing suit. I took my shirt off, looking down at my more visible baby belly. I did look pregnant. I rubbed it and smiled. Although something did feel weird. I put my hand back on my stomach and a slight movement was made. I gasped and let out a cry.

"Hi baby... I can feel you..." I smiled. I changed into my bathing suit and Andy walked in. He looked at me, then looked at my stomach, immediately glancing away. This infuriated me. I grabbed a towel and walked past him, intentionally shoving him so he'd hit the wall. Fucking dick. I stormed to the downstairs bathroom, trying not to cry. I squeezed the sink, blinking the tears back, restraining my anger. I calmed down after awhile and pulled my hair up into a bun.

"Ally!" Cassie called.

"Cassie!" I cheered, running up to her.

"Oh babe! Look at you!" She looked at my stomach.

"I know! Its cr-" We heard the stairs so I looked over to see Andy just staring at us.

"Um. Why don't we go outside?" I sighed.

"Okay." We went outside and to the pool. From there I relaxed, smiling at the sun.

ANDY'S POV

How the hell was I not more careful? This was clearly a result of not wearing a condom on Ally's birthday.

I feel terrible, I mean, I can't even look at her the same way. I'm going to be a dad. That's just so shocking. I am not ready at all to be a dad! I won't even talk to her because I wouldn't know what to say. I just need to find a way to explain myself. It was just such a surprise. And 5 months? Really? Neither of us knew for 5 months? Did she forget she had periods?

I was quite stupid too. Shes been throwing up and she hasn't whined about her cramps in forever. I guess I'm more to blame in the situation because I had a bad feeling about us having unprotected sex before tour. Especially a headlining tour...

All I know is, I have to keep her and.. It... Safe. Does that make me a shitty person? "It"? Well I don't know if its a he or she. Anyway, Ally is pissed. I was kind of in shock for the moment, and a long time after that. Its just. I'm going on tour soon! I can't take my pregnant girlfriend on tour! That's asking to kill it- the baby!

I walked upstairs, groggily. I haven't gotten much sleep lately. This whole baby thing is just overwhelming. I opened the door to see Ally in her bathing suit. I was really happy until I looked at her stomach. If it were a snake it would've bit me. I didn't want to look at it right now. I looked back up at her face as quick as possible. Her face said it all...

Wrong move Andy...

She shoved me against the wall and went downstairs. I shook my head, clearing my mind. I think I just need to talk to her. Maybe ask her to not talk about it until my mind settles down? No that will definitely piss her off even more. I sat on the bed, thinking about it for a while and once I collected the puzzle pieces all together, I got up to go downstairs.

"Oh babe! Look at you!" Cassie chirped. Well she's here.

"I know! Its cr-" they heard me and now saw me. Ally looked down as soon as eye contact was made.

"Um. Why don't we go outside?" She offered. They both left to the pool. So I left to, but in the complete opposite direction. My car.

ALLY'S POV

Andy left. This made my stomach ache. I kinda just looked down.

"Ally.." Cassie put her hand on my shoulder "Are you okay?"

"Uh.." I thought "Yeah. Yeah, he'll be back." I hoped.

I highly doubt that he would leave me his house. I know for a fact he wouldn't. So I had high hopes that he'd return sometime tonight.

"Do you have Veronica with you?" I asked.

"She's with her daddy."

"You should get Ash to bring her down." I smiled.

"I'll message him."

"Yay!" I laughed. About 15 minutes later, Ash came in with Ronnie.

"Baby!" Cassie cheered. Ash puckered his lips for Cassie but she just took Ronnie. He pouted.

"Aww, what Ash? Not the baby anymore?" I teased.

"Shut up." He growled. I laughed, wrapping a towel around me. I took Ronnie off of Cassie, smiling down at her.

All I've done all day is argue with Andy, swim, and hold Ronnie. That was it. It was night before I knew it so I gave Ronnie back to Cass and Ash, then went inside.

I got into a loose shirt and I put on some shorts and sat downstairs, waiting for Andy to come home.

As if on cue, I heard his car pull up. Thank god. I sat back down, relaxing. I guess he went shopping because he had bags. Once he closed the door and set them in the kitchen, he sat down on the couch.

This time, he sat closer to me. I glanced over at him but when he looked at me and made eye contact, I looked away instantly. He was still silent. If he hasn't got over it by now then I'm calling the relationship quits. A while later he still didn't say anything. I stood up and began walking away but I felt firm grip around my wrist. I tried whipping my hand out of his but he pulled me over and onto his lap. I didn't want this right now. He kissed my shoulder. I couldn't help but to blush, knowing he's finally prepared to talk about this.

"Look, I'm sorry. I should've been more excited. I should've been more happy. Its just over whelming and you have to admit it." He said truthfully.

".. I guess so." I hesitated.

"Stop being like this. Please."

"You aren't happy..."

"I never said I wasn't," he put his hands on my stomach and a tear fell from my cheek "I'm just scared and not ready. I don't know anything about being a father. Especially about taking his pregnant girlfriend on tour..." He sighed.

"Yeah.." It got quiet.

"Are you sure you're pregnant?"

"Yes. I'm positive. I took multiple different pregnancy tests." I wiped my eyes.

"Okay." He rubbed my legs. I still hurt inside. It was a shot to the heart knowing he isn't happy. "I just want you to know I am very happy. And look," he set me aside and went over to the kitchen. He grabbed a bag and came back in. He sat back down and started showing me what was in it. "I went to some baby stores today to learn a little more."

"Awww Andy." I sighed. This is amazing. Never mind then.

"Look. I got a book on child care and a book on pregnancy." He handed them to me and I smiled. "I also got a little blanket for them."

"Actually babies aren't supposed to have blankets. They can suffocate themselves with it."

"See! That's what the parenting book it for!" He laughed. I couldn't help but laugh back.

"So you are happy..?"

"Of course I am. Just shocked. Really, really shocked." He chuckled a little frightened.

"Andy..." I put my hand on his leg "You'll be a great dad." I smiled. He put his hand on the side of my face and kissed me passionately. I missed this... I missed this so much...