Oh my pretty boy (On Going)

Chapter 8: Letter

YIANE'S POV

At... Sino nga ba? Hindi ko alam kung sino pa ang taong nakakaalam ng favorite color ko. Think about it... Baka naman coincident lang right. Pero.. Impossible naman diba? Masyado naman atang accurate.

I went to my room trying to think who would send a letter to me.. Jessi? Mom? Eh wala naman occasion bat sila magsesend? At isa pa, lagi ko naman sila nakakausap online. How weird.

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I was having a hard time deciding whether to read it or not.. I just remembered, baka siya mismo ang nagbigay kay ate ng letter kaya there's a possibility na nakita ni ate yung sender in person.

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"ATE!" I shouted

"Bakit?" 

"Who gave you this letter?"

"Yung mailer, bakit?"

"Ah mailer? Pwede ba magpadala without putting the senders name?" I asked 

"I don't really know Yii, baka may connections yung nagpadala. Hindi mo po ba nabasa?"

"Hindi pa ate, sige babasahin ko lang"

I opened the letter and was quite amused because it looks extravagant. It looks pricey that made me think it is from someone who is rich.

Inside the letter there was a dried petal of rose.. My favorite flower. How is this conincedent then? Bakit lahat ng meron sa letter na to ay favorite ko?

I took the letter and rose petal out to read what is written on the inside.

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Dear Yiane,

     It's been a long time since I saw you. You still look pretty like the last time I saw you. I don't really know how to face you that's why I've decided to talk to you through this. I don't know if you still remember me or not. Maybe you don't, or decided that you won't. I just wanna tell you this .. Of all the person I've met, you're the one I treasured the most. I hope you're not angry at me. 

     Yii, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I won't force you to forgive me, I won't even mind if you won't. But I just want you to listen to me. I want you to know everything, but I don't have the courage to tell you at all. I'm ashamed to face you and even talk to you. I'm just hoping that you'll understand me. There isn't a day that goes by that I didn't think of you. I hope the pain that I've caused you faded already. 

     Someday, I will face you and tell you everything.. I will, when you remember everything, I will.

      I promise.

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After reading this letter, I somehow felt something strange. A pain na hindi ko alam kung saan nanggagaling. 

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I unknowingly cried for no reason. Para kasing nagsasalita mismo yung letter saakin.

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Who would that person be? I wonder. Why do I not know that person. My heart is about to burst. Someone who is afraid to face me, because of a pain that the person caused. Then who was that? What pain is that person talking about? 

I don't know what's happening. My mind won't tell me anything at all.  What happened in the past? Why can't I remember it? 

Hindi ko mapigilan ang luha ko

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Patuloy itong tumutulo.. 

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Itinulog ko nalang. Hindi ko kasi makayanan ang aking nararamdaman.

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------ In her dreams

(Boses ng isang batang lalake)

Yii! I promise I won't leave you. I will protect you forever.. I promise!

------ End of dream

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"Woah" I screamed

"Ah panaghinip lang pala, ang weird naman nun"

Sabay tingin sa orasan

"Oh Mai Siomai malalate na ako shoot!!!!!!!" 

Nagmadali akong bumangon sa kama at naligo. 

Pagkatapos kong maligo ay nagbihis ako at kinuha ko ang gamit ko.

Umalis na agad ako ng bahay after kong gawin lahat ng dapat kong gawin

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Hindi parin maalis sa isip yung letter kagabi.

Sino kaya yun?

Ano kaya yung tinutukoy niya?

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Wala akong naiisip kundi yung letter.

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Gusto kong malaman.

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Sino siya!?

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