A SIN

The beginning

I never lived a normal life I just dreamed about it, I wasn't your everyday she wolf I was raised to be a killer machine and I HATE IT.

Do you think having millions of people bloods on your hands is something to be proud of, yes it is in that place that I call home, that place were I was trained day and night when you kill more you move to a higher level in our rouge pack and every single wolf want that because it gives you an importance to our alpha.

My  name is Elena, when i was 3 years old i was taken from my real pack and the only thing that i remember about these three years is my mum's voice whispering my name. I'm 18 years old now and that's when a wolf should meet his mate but i don't think the moongoddess will give me one because I don't deserve something pure and amazing like that , I believe that if i had one he definitely would be as horrible as me or worse but I really don't want one because he will be treated harshly from the wolves in our rouge pack because they will think he's unworthy and especially our alpha will hate him, in some way he's possessive about me.

There is one place in our camp site where I could be me and enjoy the irresistible view, it's a clearing that has a waterfall with a long stream that goes through thick trees and bushes. There are flowers scattered around. Mainly lilacs and lavenders. It's breathtaking view especially at night when the fireflies are everywhere and the moon light is reflecting on the water.
Nobody comes here from the pack because they think showing some emotions for a beautiful view makes them weak!!. The rouges believe that they get over the humanity in them so they can be more powerful and bloodthirsty. I will never abound those feelings cause they are what makes me unlike them. It feels like I'm the only jowl in a sea of trash. A trash thats what they are.

I turned around when someone was calling my name "Elena". I answered back, "What do you want James?!"."The Alpha is back". I shrugged "so..?!". " don't be silly elena it has been a year since he went to explore the grounds and I believe that the only person that he want to meet right now is you, so get up!". " I don't want to get up"." Elena don't make me come and get you" he said. " fine I'm coming" I huffed while standing up. Then I trailed behind him to the main gate.

James is our second in command the beta. He's nice he treat me well like a little sister. When I was young, the alpha used to go on a lot of trips so he wasn't always around to take care of me but James was the one who protected me from the unmated rouges. I'm really grateful to him.

Two years ago he found his mate in one of the attacks. That day we were attacking the blue moon pack. She was the betas daughter. He was happy, it was the first time that I sensed real emotions from him, but the alpha didn't accept that. He said it will make james weak and a mate is just a distraction, also she can't even fight.

One day at midnight I overheard the alpha ordering some wolves to kill her!!. The first thing I did is running to her and dragging her to the forest. James was away dealing with some problems. I helped her to run, to escape this hell.

When the alpha and james discovered. The alpha was furious, he punished me. I got an ugly scar on my thighs because of that. It was my first time to disobey him. I talked back to defend my self, he was going to kill her and I saved her. James was shocked, he wanted to leave but the alpha didn't let him. He ripped my jeans from my right thigh, he walked to the fire place, he grabbed a stick and slowly came to me.

I was horrified scared shocked. James shouted and tried to stop him but he was struggling to move because some wolves were holding him back. He heated the stick and putted it on me repeatedly. He made sure that I wouldn't heal it probably. I screamed cried begged him to stop but he never did until he was satisfied.

The pain and the memory are still scared in me body and mind to never let me forget. The memory is still hunting my dreams. But I'm different now, I had changed and I will show him.

We reached the main gate and we waited with the crowd until he stepped out from the car, immediately surrounded by worriers. Wolves howls for him. His eyes were searching for something. When his eyes landed on me. I didn't bow in respect, I hold my grounds, I looked directly in his eyes challenging him and showing him that I'm not that little girl anymore.

He was shocked but a smirk start growing on his face. The evil smirk that belongs to the rouge pack alpha, alpha BLACK.  The next thing I heard was his voice "my my there she is our lovely BLOOD PRINCESS"...

Hope you like the first chapter. If you find any mistake just point it out. And I really want to know your opinions about the chapter. I will be updating weekly.
Thank you for reading.