It was going so well
We were having fun
Going on wild imaginary adventures
We laughed together and made inside jokes
I still remember the way she smiled and laughed
And the way she would get mad when someone tries making fun of me
She seemed like the only safe haven I had
But I lost her too
I screamed and yelled
She did too
We argued endlessly
And got a few others into it
To see who was right
Who was clearly better than the other
We didn't stop fighting
And a year passed on
My loneliness sprang to life and even my friends couldn't fix me
The most tears shed in this year
Not everyday but enough to keep me down
She found some other friends
I did too
It came to the point where I didn't see her anymore
I couldn't bare the eye contact
Or the silence as if I've never met her
She changed the last time I saw her
A completely different person
I almost didn't recognize her
The separation became too much
And then I called her
And we talked
The most talking I've done in so long
I felt a hole being filled up again
Like something was returning
I saw her a few days later
We hung out one afternoon like old times
Who knew it was the last time
Right when I finally fixed things
She leaves again
The pain of losing the closest person to you
Twice
I had no choice but to let it go
There was nothing I could do
To take a chance and have it fail
It hurt
But if it wasn't going to work out in the end
I guess it's time to move on
Time to find someone else
And smile again
Find happiness
I guess that's how life is
You win and you lose
I guess I lost this one
But I won't let this ruin me
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Hello my fellow readers!! I'm back with a depressing poem and unfortunately this is something I had experienced but that was a long time ago!! I actually like writing sad stories but if you guys would prefer some happier ones I can do that as well. Right now I'm going to just alternate from sad to happy but maybe later I'll do something different. anyway I hope you enjoyed the poem!! Please comment and vote! <3
