Thought I was Gone (a Liam Payne Fan fic.)

Talia's POV

My name is Talia Brook Summers and I'm 17 and I'm from Wolverhampton England. Im 5'4 and I have blue eyes, and brown hair..which I don't have much of, you see Im battling cancer and have been for 3 years now, I have leukemia and a blood cell disorder. So I have pretty much no social life, and haven't had one since I was about 14, but I am OBSESSED with one direction and so are my two best friends Keira and Naomi, so I'm a TOTAL Liam girl, Keira loves Zayn and Naomi likes Louis and we dream of going to concerts of theirs and then they just "fall" in love with us, come on yea right get real I'm a ugly cancer patient with like half a head of hair and I'm scrawny as crap! Liam would NEVER, and I repeat NEVER like me, come on ME of all people.

Well lets get in with life now,

"Hey gurll heyy" Naomi said trying to sound American and F-A-I-L-I-N-G! But hey, good try. "Heyyy" I slurr back, you see when I get this one kind of treatment the medicine gets me all happy and loopy..lol "what have you been up to while we were at school dying of boredom without you!, I still can't believe dr.im-a-asshole won't let you go to school anymore, it sucks" she sighed in frustration, "yeah it sucks, more than you know I have to sit HERE ALL day with dr.im-a-asshole AND my parents, why don't we trade lives you POOR child?" I ask with a huge amount of sarcasm, "hey I love mrs. Summers but not THAT much!" She laughed at her own joke, Keira walks in with arms full of vending machine food, I think the cafeteria food here is more deadly than my cancer! "Hey ladies what's going on?" She falls onto the end of my bed, food flying everywhere, "nothing really just, listening to Naomi complain about how HER life sucks, more than mine" I just had to giggle at how that sounded, "yeah cause it totally does girl!" Keira protested, "see, even she agrees" Naomi decided to jump in, "yah cause y'all have cancer, have to spend the whole day with your parents and dr.asshole, and have half a head of hair?" With an innocent smile I lean over and steal some of Naomi's skittles, "hey now, those are my babies!" She half screamed half shrieked at me, "well see, you said I could be the god mother of your children, therefore I can eat them too!" I exclaimed, "yeah me too" Keira picks one up off Naomi's lap too, "oh now shit just got real!" Keira screamed jumping up off my bed, all her skittles falling from her lap to the floor "NOOOOO! my babies...they're. ...they're gone!!!" She fake cries into my Hollister hoodie, "just get up you loser" I tell her with a laugh, "but my children" now she's holding her stomach like she just lost a real baby, "just go get more dumbass" Naomi yells from the bathroom, "oh shut up!" Keira yells back, "OK EVERYONE STOP YELLING" I laugh while screaming some more.

And that's when it went black...

*7 hours later, about 1am*

"Huh? Naomi, where are you?" I wake up, it's pitch Black and I have a MAJOR headache "5 more minuets mum" Naomi mumbles from the couch I assume, "kie it's not your mum, it's me talia?" I say with a laugh, "what!? Who?! When!? Where?..wait where am I!!?" She stands up screaming, "kie it's me talia, your in my hospital room, and it's 1am, but what happend, last time I was awake it was 4pm?" I said quietly trying not to wake my dad, "oh yeah, you were screaming really loud and you blacked out, the doctor said it was because you stood up and just started screaming and not enough oxygen got to your brain, and you have to get a brain ex ray tomorrow morning" she yawns and walks over to lay on my bed, and cuddles with one of my blankets my brother got for me. "Holy shit, I'm dumb aren't I?" I stutter really fast, a brain ex ray..wait "they think something's wrong with my brain don't they?" I almost literally screamed at her face. "They think you bruised it, and they don't want to give you your treatment on Wednesday because it could make the bruise bigger" she said really fast thinking I wouldn't catch it all, but I did.."could you call my brother" i said tears selling up in my eyes. "Sure I will babe, I'm going to the vending machines too do you want anything" she said sweetly, brushing hair out of my face. "No, life sucks and so do I, I don't deserve skittles or anything, I'm such a dumbass!" I started full on crying at this point. "Don't ever say that, you deserve so much more than to be stuck in this hospital with cancer, your amazing in every shape and form, now your gonna eat some damned skittles even if I have to liquefy them and put them in your drip bag, then you'd have skittle blood" she ended with a laugh, and I laughed with her. I look up at her and there's tears pooled in her eyes too, "kie why are you tearing up?' I ask quietly. "Because I love you so much, I don't know what I'll do if something happens to you" she says, and single tear runs down her cheek. "I'm not going any where babe, I'm fine" I say trying to convince her, and myself. "Ok I love you"she lays her head on my shoulder and I hear her breath even, I assume she's asleep "I love you to sis, and I'll be right here beside you forever" I say softly, and then I kiss her forehead "and always sis" she mumbles into my chest and I drift off to sleep again.

(A/N ok so most people know Talia Joy Castellano, and if you don't google her! Well her death made me want to write again so I based it on her, but I haven't asked her parents for permission to put her in a story so I changed her name and about her cancer and blood disorder, so it's not completely true 😆 #hehe)

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