These are some stories

Too Messy To Explode

To messy to explode

need to implode

no reason to cry

over the spilt milk

leaking down your heart

making sour

by the hours

so keep it contained

keep it numb

I guess it's better

to be deaf than to be dumb

so just cover your ears

cause mommys screaming

those mean, mean words

and like monkey see

monkeys do

you're all grown up

screaming too

'cause otherwise

you wont be heard

thirty years later

your voice is hoarse

or was that from

that pack of cigarettes

your first love joe told you to smoke?

and now you need them everyday

just like you thought you needed him

to get you away

but all he brought was more

more pain

more hurt

more screaming

more leaving

and more coming back again

“baby please! I love you

it's not what it seems!

see daddy hit mommy

and that’s all I know.

I didn’t mean it

when I called you

just another ho.

so please baby

let me back home

cause you see its wet out here

and my big toe is cold.”