This story was inspired by a song made by Zico ft f(x) Luna. Listening to this song makes me reminisce those memories you have when you fell in love. Those first love and you thought that it was your last love.
First story:
Why is it that you always on my mind? Why is it always you? I hate it. I hate how this ended so sudden.
I remember when we always go out to try different foods and you always taking a shot of every meal you tried. You love to take pictures. And you always complain why I suck at taking a solo picture of you. Even when you were like that, I just smile and it was enough.
One time, I made you a surprise that I didn't thought of it as great as it is. I drew my feelings on a drawing book. I'm never good at expressing my feelings in front of you.
We had a fight that time and as you were about to go to work, I gave you my drawing book and I just said, 'you can take a look at it when your not busy.'
I never ask you of anything. Even when you were texting or chatting with some other guys. I didn't mind. You always say that I should leave you alone when it comes to those stuff and I shouldn't over think things.
I'm nothing compared to your suitors. Yes. You have already said it to me if theres come a time that we may be separated, you'll have to choose one of them.
Honestly it hurt me. I know that your family does not like me and that we were keeping this a secret. I didn't mind with your plans.
I know in the past we always argue about it. Not long ago, we had a cool off and for 7 months, you were doubting with our relationship. You were busy chatting or hanging with this guy that I've always known and shock that he likes you. He never paid attention to you before but your like his top list.
You never knew that I've always kept all of my feelings to myself. Aftee 7 months, you suddenly chatted me and that you still have feelings for me. Though it was through chat, i can feel your sincerity. Ive never felt so happy when you told that our cool off is over and that you wanted to get back together and that you loved me most.
After those months, we got back together and I tried my best to be as sweet and to be more considerate for you. Even thou I knew that you were not as lively as before. You just gave me a faint smile or you tried looking away and feeling embarrass.
That time I knew that our relationship starting to crack. We got back with our stupid arguments. I started to yell back at you. It was sad and I felt bad making you felt like those time. I always apologize first and I always acknowledge that it was always my fault and even when you said it was not my fault. You saw how I am when I'm with you. You saw how considerate I am now and that you saw that I cared more than before.
After 2/3 months, you were thinking of working abroad and that it was your dream to be successful and to make you parents proud. I never oppose to your dreams and plans in life. I always encourage you and always throwing you thumbs up.
As you were preparing for it, you kept asking if it was the right time or if you were taking it to fast. I stopped you and I said that no! I dont think you were doing this too fast. Its your dream and if you think that its a right time and it is. I will always support you no matter what."
When you were done with all of the documents you needed for abroad, I had a time off from work and my parents were away. I made you a surprise where we can eat to the restaurant that you always love to go to. We made memories and I invited you at my place. We were lying in my room and we were holding hands. I squeezed your hands and I kissed it. I look at you and I kept whispering how much I love you and that I'm going to miss you so bad. You suddenly grab my face and kissed me passionately.
