Mabye it's not my weekend(jalex fanfic)

Let It Roll (Chapter 12)

Alex P.O.V.

As we finally roll into the place Jack was staying my heart began to pound faster and faster and faster until I felt like it was going to jump out of my chest. The building looked like an old grand house who had belonged to someone rich before they made it into a care home. Jack does not look like the kind of person who would fit in around here but I guess he just gets on with it.

“are you going in?” mya speaks up for one of the first time during the car journey not to Andy when I realise how long I have been sitting there.

“urr..yeah..j-just a sec” I can feel myself shaking very slightly from the fear of seeing jack. He could never want to see me again and be happy with Zack , I don’t want that to be true but I am slowing convincing myself that it is. All I want to do when I am here is clear up things with Jack, what we are. What ‘us’ is.

I slowly climb out of the Car and look at the big house, its more undermining when your walking up to it but I am not coming out of this one. I am doing this. When I get inside I walk straight up to the desk, behind it leads to Jack and the other people in care.

“Can I help you?” the receptionist says in a perky voice

“Can I visit someone? Please? I really need to talk to them” I say as firmly as I can which isn’t that firm because I’m shaking and pleading.

“Who would you like to visit then?” she says again chewing on her gum

“Jack Barakat, please.”

“Okay let me see if he has any reason not to see you” she makes a few clicks on her computer “yep! All checks out! Can I have some ID please?” I hesitate at this, hopefully she doesn’t watch the news, I take out my drivers licence and pass it too her.

“Great honey! So how do you know Jack?” she asks

“Just a friend” I say quietly, not wanting to admit to myself that we are only friends now if he likes Zack.

“Okay! His room is at the top of the house and at the far left on the end. He will be probably be up there!”

“thanks”  I mumble as she opens a door leading into the home. I decide to go straight upstairs and not meet anyone on my way up. There where a few people muttering things like ‘newbie’ etc. I didn’t really give a fuck. That’s when I saw it, jacks door.

Jack P.O.V.

My bed isn’t as comfy as it usually is, the amount I lie on here is getting unreal, at least today Matt and Zack have gone to do something so I can sit and feel like shit alone. Today I am lying down on my bed, facing the wall with my eyes sealed shut. There’s nothing better to do and by doing this I get more time to stay up at night which I prefer as I can listen to music without someone getting annoyed at me.

I suddenly hear the door slowly open but remain still hoping that whoever came in will leave, but no they come in, great. I hear them treading behind me and then sitting down on my bed, what the fuck? This is creepy, but I still lay still. They then take my hair and lace it in their fingers, I think its Zack thinking I am asleep.

“Zack go away, I have a boyfriend remember?” he then stops what he is doing for a few seconds and puts his legs onto the bed so he is lying down next to me.

I start sitting up to get Zack away  “Zack what did I-“ I stop mid sentence seeing something I would never think I would see in at least a year.

Alex

Fucking

Gaskarth

He’s grinning like a fool, the cutest thing I have ever seen. He is wearing skinny jean, a dirty t-shirt and his hair is the messiest thing ever, but I love it. His legs are crossed over and his hands are holding each other.

“Hey boyfriend” he says in the sexiest voice he can pull off, his smile widens even more which I didn’t think was possible. He then pulls me down so half my body is on his and kisses me. Fucking kisses me like there is no tomorrow. I feel a release, which I have needed for so long. I have been waiting for so long. I feel like I haven’t felt him or touched him for way too long and I need him to keep me sane. We let go from a kiss, which could last forever, but it was still perfect. He takes his body and rolls on top of me, pinning me down, I’m just laughing like a fool.

“I thought you would be mad at me Alex, I thought that you would have hated me, I realise that I prefer you to anyone Alex. You’re the best thing ever” I say while our hands tangle up in each other.

“You’re the cutest thing ever Jack” he lowers his head so he rubs our noses against each other “and yes…I was mad but I have to learn to forgive you Jack, we make mistakes but I cant deny I still love you”

“your perfect do did you know that?” I whisper onto his lips

“that’s you jacky” I giggle and kiss him again.