My Life Is... Duh!

Hey It's Me :p

Hi! I'm Athemba. Athemba Enzingen.
I know my name is horrifying so it's better if you know me as Jing. Let's start off with a little bit about my current self. I've lived 15 years of my life until now. I have a very pretty girl in my life, I have good friends, and things are going fine (at-the-moment). You never know how quick things can change. Presently, being a student of Class X, I am gravely flummoxed about what stream to choose to pursue my professional education. The problem I face is that I'm most interested in every damned thing that I do! But I've discerned, I have an aptitude for.. For creative activities like writing poems, journals, scripts for plays, humorous excerpts, comic strips, acting, dramatics blah blah and the list goes on! My parents and professors say that I can do well in subjects like Physics and Mathematics. I really want to get out of this can of worms ASAP! I am of the opinion (or I'd rather say I've sketched this opinion in recent times) that whatever I do, I'll try and do it best. Notwithstanding this quandary I surmise I forge ahead with engineering, and then do something ingenious in that bailiwick.
Enough about career crap, I want to yak about my personality, considering my POV. I'm a staggeringly blunt and haughty. I act according to my mood and trust me: My mood is as changeful as the lights which flick and flash from off the facets of the diamond. Sarcasm is my best buddy and I use it time and again to gain attention, entertain myself, and yeah shield me from others' hateful comments! I don't like it but I recurrently descry me ridiculing my mates in front of everyone. This eventualized me being left with very exiguous count of true friends. But yeah, I don't feel the exigency of many friends, because of one very special person in my life.

My fondness for her finds it's place in the words of the next part of this daybook.