You gave me life.

There are no dumb ideas...

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TOTALLY SORRY GUYS IM A




HORRIBLE PERSON I KNOW




DONT KILL ME IT'S TAKEN




ME LIKE 8 THOUSAND




YEARS TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER




SO BIGGGG NEWWWSSSS!!!!




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KATIE'S POV




I don't know what to do. I'm really sorry for Angie and I think she's been trying to stay strong for everybody but I know what she's going through better than anybody.







I know the pain she has been hiding. It must be killing her. I'm feeling very weak lately, they just switched my medications and its been harder to sit up but the doctor says it should be fine in a couple of days.







I am brainstorming some ideas in my journal everyday for Angie.....







We need a way to make enough money for our treatments.... Thinking about her makes me think back... Sad times.

My grandmother was sick a couple years back and because I was sick we weren't able to pay for her treatments. I still feel guilty.







If I wasn't sick she might still be alive today. I'm not going to let something happen to my only real friend.













I miss mike. He's been at camp..... Awwww :(. I wish he could come back sooner nothing is the same without him. I really like him but he doesn't seem to notice me.







Maybe when I get better i can grow my hair back and dye it a pretty color. I can get fashion clothes and watch him fall to my feet. Haha I wish.






















Angies POV










I could write a song by my new piano

I could sing about how love is a losing battle

Not hard, it's not hard,

It's not hard, it's not hard it's not hard