My poems/story's/random.....

I Wish I Was

I wish I didn't feel the need to hide
I wish I was a better actor
I wish I knew when to give up
I waste too much time on second chances
I wish I wasn't so quiet with new people
I wish I was more confident
Less stubborn and more dauntless
I wish I could say what's actually on my mind
I wish I wasn't so terrified of messing up
Or missing out
I wish my anxiety wasn't a thing
I wish I knew how to ask for help
I wish I could be more useful
I wish I was more interesting
Maybe I am but I don't think that because it's me and I know that most of the time I'm sitting in my room listening to music in my pjs
I'm not saying that to be cute
I literally am in my room
Doing nothing most of the time
I wish mirrors weren't so evil
I wish I was more honest
I wish I didn't have to fake myself out
I wish was a better singer
I wish I would just shut up sometimes
I should probably stop looking for things I hate about myself now

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     I've written this before and I have to versions so when I find the second one I'll post it.