Ready For love

Maybe we shouldn't

Ray pov

«5 days later»

So I still don't know if Jazzi' Rae is mine, she's been with me since the incident.

Bree is on the phone with the clinic wondering why they haven't called us back. After 30 min of waiting she hung up. "Well?" I asked.

"She's..... Not yours."

"The fuck! I'm touching some other nigga seed. How disrespectful is she to name her after us both and give her my last name, the fuck!"

"Ray! She's right here, stop cursing, and you should still take care of her, no child she grow up with out a father figure."

"Oh really, well then let me tell Jazmine that, she need to find someone who is willing to take care of a kid."

"What you mean a kid? Ray, I've seen the most rudest personality from you these past days, over a baby? You act like its serious, your not paying child support right now are you? You act like it kiled you to feed her, she's a human being just like you! How would you like it if I disclaimed you as a boyfriend, didn't show you affection and love and just pushed you away!?"

"I wouldn't have cared, because we wouldn't have lasted this long" I joked.

"You know what, bye Ray, I'm gone." She said grabbing her bookbag off my floor. "Bye Jazzi'rae." Jazzi smiled.

Bree through her coat on "Breee." I whined. "Why are you mad at me?"

"Ray, your selfish, and until you get out of your selfish ways, then I'm not talking to you." She rolled her eyes and slammed the door.

How am I being selfish?

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After an hour of calling Jazmine she answered. "What Ray!?" She screamed.

"Look, calm your voice down. If you want your daughter you need to come get her, she's not mine, I had a DNA test and they said I'm not the father, so either come get her or she's going up for adoption." I said sternly.

She sighed. "I'm on my way."

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After 40 min I was dressed in a long sleeve shirt, jeans, and some Lebrons. Jazzy got her daughter 3 min ago.

I was on my way to the bar, my mind was stressed and I hadn't had a drink in a while.

I arrived and it smelt like sweat, ass, and musk. I walked through the smokey area to the bar and ordered me 5 shots of tequila.

I swallowed them down with ease, but it wasn't enough, I wanted to get wasted. I asked for half a cup of straight Hennessy missed with some Ciroc. As the bartender mixed my drink, this fine light skinned girl came over. "Seat taken?" She smiled.

"Nah, go right ahead." As my drink slid to me I drunk it nearly straight, already hitting my limit. I slid money towards the bartender and laid back letting the alcohol sink in.

"I'm India, and you are?"

"Ray." I slurred.

"Mm, Ray, your cute, " She said get close to my lips.

"I'd be lying if I said you weren't cute yourself but I have a girl friend." I stated and stood up. " A loving girl friend who I need to make mends with." I whispered to myself as I left.

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After safely getting to Bree and Craig's house I knocked repeatedly until she answered. "Ray?! What the hell are you doing knocking on my door at 3 in the morning."

"Bree..." I slurred.

"Ray, are you drunk?"

"Bre-"

"Ray! Are you drunk!" She yelled. I slowly nodded and she yanked me in. "Why are you drunk?! Who brought you here?! Did you drive?!"

"I...I don't know.. I drove myself."

"Ray..." She sighed. "What am I going to do with you?"

"Love me."

She rolled her eyes and went back to bed, I guess.. I began to strip as I made it to her bed falling fast asleep.

Bree pov

So after having a great sleep I finally woke up. I heard loud snoring really close to me freaking me out.

I slowly raised up making sure not to wake up whoever it was next to me, I forcefully swung my arm into their stomach causing them to raise up and groan.

After getting a better look I noticed it was Ray. Oh yeah he did stop by last night. "What the hell Bree!"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know who you were. Now back to last night Ray "

He groaned. "Its to early to be questioning me."

"It's 11 o clock, so either get out or answer some questions"

"Fine." He growled, I don't know who the fuck he growling at fuck he growling at but he better fix his attitude.

"Why was you drunk? Where's Jazzi'Rae? Why where you drinking and driving? Did you cheat on me?"

"Damn Bree, you acting like we playing 21 questions. I was drunk because I was drinking, duh?! Rae's with her mom, and no I didn't cheat."

"You what?!"

"I'm not about to repeat myself."

"Ray, how could you just give her away like tha-"

"Its better than giving her up for adoption! Yes I thought about giving her up, I mean she's not mines, I don't know whose child she could be."

"Ray, that's just unbelievable." I groaned getting out of bed. He pulled me by my waist all the way back towards him.

"Baby, are you really mad? Come on now, its better than giving her to adoption right? I'm not ready for a child just yet, I want to wait in my later 20's and I want you to be my baby mama." He gave me that million dollar smile that I loved the most.

I sighed. "Whatever, I still think what you did was wrong." I began to chuckle, "but talk no more, your breath is kicking."

"Aye, shut up because yours is no better, trust me!" We began to laugh.

I swear I love this boy, no matter how dumb his actions are.

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Okay, so yea I'm gonna end this within the next two to three chappie's , but I have no clue how to end it,

Comment on how it should end, if I choose yours I'll shout you out for it..