A war with love (On Hold)

Chapter five- Feelings suck

Chapter five- Feelings suck

Melody's POV

I am to afraid to leave the house, the only time I do is when I have to go to
school.

Besides today I decided to take a sick day because I just received a text message from Conny saying that she won't be back for another week or so because her parents decided to take her on a road trip.

Looks like I am going to have a long wait...and a
scary week by myself, I have even changed the way I dress.

I am hopping that I can hide myself behind my clothes. Funny I know.

Throwing away the book I was reading in frustration because I can't focus on anything  but that stupid letter.

How could someone be after me? I keep to myself. I don't make any enemies, hell I hardly speak.

So how could he have found me? And why me? Why can't he have a normal hobby. Like I don't know fishing?

Yeah fishing would be good, maybe I should mention that to him. I'll even buy him a fishing rod?

That would be a good deal. Then he'll be too busy fishing and he'll forget about me.

Opening the fridge I couldn't help but groan in frustration, it's basically empty. I have been meaning to shop but I just can't seem to bring myself to do it from what's been going on lately.

Maybe I should just order some Thai, I haven't had that in awhile.

After calling up for my Thai I decided to check my mailbox, to see if Corey's letter has arrived yet.

I can't believe I told him that I was scared for my life. Don't get me wrong I am but still I haven't even meet him and he has enough to worry about let alone my problems.

It makes me wonder why I told him I don't trust people easy especially people I hardly know.

Opening the mail box I found that I do in fact have a letter from him.  For the first time this week I have smiled.

Stoping myself from skipping into the house for many reasons. Mainly because I am me and I don't skip.

After walking slowing into the house and putting my letter on the bench my door bell rang.

Yay the Thai is here and it's going to be yum yum pigs bum.

Once I paid the man I crashed on the couch with my Thai and letter, feeling so carefree and myself.

Let's see if this boggy monster is going ruin my mood now. I thought while giggling to myself.

I think I might be going crazy, nah I haven't started talking to the walls so I'm still normal.

Carefully opening my letter so I don't rip it in my excitement I started to read his letter.

Dear Melody,

What do you mean you scared for you life? I know that this is a bad way to start a letter but you have scared me into a frenzy!

Who has scared you? Please I promise that you can trust me. Hell I'll tell you anything.  I mean ANYTHING. That you would want to know?

I know I am begging but I also have figured that you don't like sharing things.

Just know you can trust me, I know I have said it more then once but like I said I am worried.

Also I don't know why you don't think you BEAUTIFUL because I think you stunning a sight to behold.

So why don't you think your beautiful?

Now as for you questions that I really feel like refusing until you tell me what's going but somehow I think that it would not work in my favour.

1. My biggest fear would have to be people's judgement.

2. My favourite food is anything that is FOOD.

3. Well I am not sure how to answer this one after all I don't think I have one, unless you count reading books out loud in different voices?

4. I am sorry to say that I don't have robotic arms, I wish I did though because that would be kind of awesome. Haha

I hope that I have satisfied you with my answers, even though they are hard to answer most of them I have had fun answering.

Now it's time for your questions Missy.

1. Why are you scared? (Probably saw that one coming.)

2. What's a favourite memory you have as a kid?

3. How would you act if we meet in person?

4. What's your favourite exercise?

From the one and only soldier boy in your life.

Smiling but feeling nervous at the same time, I couldn't think of a way to put what I want to say into words, our letters have gone from the carefree spirt to down right serious in a way and it scares me.

His right when he said that I don't like opening up but I have a good reason for it.

Shrugging in frustration, realising that this walk isn't helping.

Corey is different then I expected, I thought that he would be some arrogant solider that thought he was the bees knees.

A snapping sound made me realise that someone was following me and after what happened I went into fight or flight mode.

Me being me chose flight and for the first time in a long time I started running straight home and almost tripping ten time in the process.

Once I slammed the door and locked it I crushed on the floor with tears running down my face.

I wish I had someone to care for me, someone home or even here just to tell me it's going to be alright.

For the first time in a long time I realised how lonely I am. Conny's not here.

I really miss her, I am usually always at hers it's like a second home to me, more of a home to me then this big empty house.

Forcing myself off the floor, I have finally realised what I am going to write to Corey.

I just hope that I am making the right choice.

I hope everyone enjoys this chapter :) I would love to know your thoughts on it?

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Kaymaii Xx